The Dark Journal

[Nyctophilia]

Date - 13.10.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"

Alright... There are some good news. Kimiko finally showed up today. I... Thought I would be extremely mad at her the first minute I see her, but... Somehow. I had an understanding for her to be absent for so long. Huh. I can't really get angry, can I? We went back to Lost, to reunite in that peacefull bliss yet again... But the only missing component was Kath. It felt... Wrong without her being there, with us three. I'm still wondering if she made it alive out of this encounter with Maltese...
If they did anything to her, I will drop a nuke on their homeworld. I don't care if I will be heralded as a terrorist or if it will be a total genocide of a nation. She is the only kind of person. A person that is worth the entire population of Malta, if not of all Sirius Sector.

But enough of vengeful repercussions. What matters now is what is happening right now. And right now, Vagrants need numbers. They are effective, yet one cannot fulfill the role of many simultaneously. Something we discussed with both Kimiko and Melia, while I was staring at Moros and wondering what kind of miracles it's cloudes hide.

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[13.10.2018 19:54:32] Nyctophilia: Three of us... The only one missing is Kath.
[13.10.2018 19:54:54] Vagrant.Melia: "We have done what we must. We shall have peace."
[13.10.2018 19:55:02] Gossamer: We'll find her again soon. Trust us.
[13.10.2018 19:56:18] Nyctophilia: I do. Really.
[13.10.2018 19:56:19] Gossamer: *Kimi breathes in, relaxing a bit* Soon.
[13.10.2018 20:00:42] Gossamer: The calm of this void... Home.
[13.10.2018 20:00:49] Nyctophilia: *She exhales* Back here. Far way from the civilization.
[13.10.2018 20:01:10] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[13.10.2018 20:01:32] Nyctophilia: You know, when I heard from Melia that you're not far, I thought that I will be extremely mad at you.
[13.10.2018 20:01:36] Nyctophilia: But... I just can't.
[13.10.2018 20:02:23] Gossamer: We're all ultimately connected. And we're never alone for long.
[13.10.2018 20:03:33] Nyctophilia: And we will never be.
[13.10.2018 20:04:02] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall sing as one."
[13.10.2018 20:04:49] Nyctophilia: What is... so special about this planet?
[13.10.2018 20:05:11] Nyctophilia: I saw Melia entering it several times.
[13.10.2018 20:05:26] Nyctophilia: Makes me question it even more. And more.
[13.10.2018 20:06:15] Gossamer: It's home.
[13.10.2018 20:06:29] Vagrant.Melia: "Home."
[13.10.2018 20:07:57] Nyctophilia: In a way... It is the home of the Light, or specifically of your Share?
[13.10.2018 20:08:14] Vagrant.Melia: "It is ours."
[13.10.2018 20:08:30] Nyctophilia: For I... Never saw your kind inhabiting any planets.
[13.10.2018 20:08:50] Nyctophilia: Other than the cities inside of Knossos and Darlington.
[13.10.2018 20:09:32] Nyctophilia: Alright... That solves one mystery.
[13.10.2018 20:11:11] Gossamer: *Kimi appeared a bit lost in some odd bliss.*
[13.10.2018 20:12:10] Nyctophilia: *Jane is too focused on Moros to pay attention to anything else. Her rear holopad shows the graffic of terrestial scans.*
[13.10.2018 20:12:16] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's physical illuminating patterns seemed to slow into some form of rhythm.*
[13.10.2018 20:12:46] Nyctophilia: *Nothing but static, sometimes the line forms into the rocky formations.*
[13.10.2018 20:14:36] Nyctophilia: The surface is terrestial, unlike with Knossos and Darlington. So there must be something inside the rocks...
[13.10.2018 20:15:08] Gossamer: *Kimi's voice seems distant* We can provide our information from our visit, if the whole permits.
[13.10.2018 20:15:53] Vagrant.Melia: "It may not yet be time."
[13.10.2018 20:15:57] Nyctophilia: Your visit? You mean, you've been there?
[13.10.2018 20:16:29] Gossamer: It's... a long story.
[13.10.2018 20:16:37] Nyctophilia: Hm...
[13.10.2018 20:20:14] Nyctophilia: Then at this point I can only guess what kind of marvelous beuties dwell on this planet.
[13.10.2018 20:21:36] Vagrant.Melia: "The Purple Veil is an adequate shelter for the Vagrants."
[13.10.2018 20:24:32] Nyctophilia: Something I'd call more than adequate.
[13.10.2018 20:25:34] Nyctophilia: There are... More unsuitable worlds around.
[13.10.2018 20:26:11] Vagrant.Melia: "Many spheres are within the reach of darkness."
[13.10.2018 20:27:08] Nyctophilia: Yes. And... It's just my opinion, but I think that this choice was the most perfect in your situation.
[13.10.2018 20:28:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps."
[13.10.2018 20:29:53] Gossamer: We need to advance our... paths.
[13.10.2018 20:30:05] Nyctophilia: Hm?
[13.10.2018 20:30:44] Gossamer: The Light requires more than just our carrier.
[13.10.2018 20:32:35] Nyctophilia: In this sense, yes. You're limited in numbers.
[13.10.2018 20:33:39] Gossamer: We need to find more if the Light will survive.
[13.10.2018 20:34:21] Vagrant.Melia: "We ponder."
[13.10.2018 20:34:27] Nyctophilia: Same.
[13.10.2018 20:35:07] Nyctophilia: I know a person, maybe you know too.
[13.10.2018 20:35:19] Gossamer: Hm?
[13.10.2018 20:35:32] Nyctophilia: She was saying that she would like to be comitted to our cause.
[13.10.2018 20:35:37] Nyctophilia: Aoi Oono. Remember her?
[13.10.2018 20:35:55] Gossamer: We do. What has she to offer?
[13.10.2018 20:35:56] Vagrant.Melia: "We know this one."
[13.10.2018 20:36:12] Nyctophilia: Herself, as far as I heard.
[13.10.2018 20:37:22] Gossamer: To carry the Light?
[13.10.2018 20:37:36] Nyctophilia: Who knows. Maybe even that far.
[13.10.2018 20:37:59] Nyctophilia: She was ready to prove her own worth, the last time I saw her.
[13.10.2018 20:38:32] Gossamer: *She smiles and give a small chuckle*
[13.10.2018 20:39:58] Gossamer: Could there be others, as well?
[13.10.2018 20:40:50] Nyctophilia: I don't know any others, but I think you already know that a certain libertonian is always ready to help you whatever the cost.
[13.10.2018 20:41:19] Gossamer: *She smiles* The Light thanks you as always.
[13.10.2018 20:42:14] Gossamer: If you ever desire to go further...
[13.10.2018 20:42:39] Nyctophilia: There is no going back. Only onwards.
[13.10.2018 20:43:11] Gossamer: *She nods* When you feel ready, you may accept the Light Within.
[13.10.2018 20:43:54] Nyctophilia: The only thing that I have to accept is myself. All the time I look at my own records, I can't believe it was actually me.
[13.10.2018 20:44:18] Nyctophilia: The time I left Liberty... And who I am now.
[13.10.2018 20:44:33] Nyctophilia: Two different persones, if you compare them.
[13.10.2018 20:45:04] Gossamer: *She nods*
[13.10.2018 20:46:05] Nyctophilia: I'm just... Glad that you came.
[13.10.2018 20:47:01] Gossamer: *A small wisp of warmth passes through Jane*
[13.10.2018 20:47:11] Nyctophilia: A small glimpse of light in this neverending pit of devouring darkness.
[13.10.2018 20:47:21] Vagrant.Melia: "We shall endure."
[13.10.2018 20:48:39] Nyctophilia: And not the kind of darkness that I prefer. The one that I feel safe in... *She notices the warmth and begins to confess even further.* The one that makes me feel that none will hurt me in.
[13.10.2018 20:49:17] Gossamer: Make the Light your shield. Your whole being. And you will know nothing but warmth and love.
[13.10.2018 20:49:42] Nyctophilia:  ...Make the light my shadow, yes.
[13.10.2018 20:50:03] Nyctophilia: That's what I did.
[13.10.2018 20:50:45] Gossamer: We need not hide, one day.
[13.10.2018 20:51:01] Nyctophilia: This day is yet to come, however.
[13.10.2018 20:51:26] Gossamer: We shall bring it soon. And at least in these sacred voids, we may reveal our true selves.
[13.10.2018 20:51:54] Nyctophilia: Without none interrupting us in these sacred moments? Yeah.
[13.10.2018 20:54:33] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not a simple path. Yet we will succeed."
[13.10.2018 20:54:59] Nyctophilia: Prevailing all the obstacles.
[13.10.2018 20:57:14] Vagrant.Melia: "We must purge the hatred and the spitfire. We shall soon return."
[13.10.2018 20:57:38] 2018-10-13 20:57:41 SMT  Traffic control alert: Vagrant.Melia has requested to dock
[13.10.2018 20:57:40] Nyctophilia: Take care. Will be seeing you soon.

My readiness should not be a question in this case. Rather, it should be theirs. I am always ready to accept something new in my life, new changes. Question is, are they ready to accept me?