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Nyctophilia · 11-16-2018, 12:15 AM,

Date - 15.11.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"

It's been quite a while, huh?
Well... I've got a lot to tell. First, about the Commune and their idea. I am... Not a very big fan of fit. Not at all. Now that I am with them, I know for certain that nuking the Eleven was their idea. But... It was honesly a waste. A waste of time, efforts and valuable resources. We could have nuked any installation of the Order or the Core. But... Wasting a NEMP on a civilian installaion? It's... It's stupid. Such actions won't get us anywhere.
I've talked about it with Melia. She seems to be agreeing with me. on this subject. But... There was something else. For the last days, I had to change my perspective abit. The log below will say everything for me.

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[12.11.2018 11:04:17] Jane.Foster: Oh. Hello.

[12.11.2018 11:04:34] Jane.Foster: Haven't seen you in a while.

[12.11.2018 11:06:12] Jane.Foster: Glad to see you here anyway.

[12.11.2018 11:06:20] Vagrant.Melia: "Much chaos."

[12.11.2018 11:06:31] Jane.Foster: Even if there's a so called "war" going around, this place feels lonely.

[12.11.2018 11:07:31] Jane.Foster: Yeah, the Commune nuked a 'Port. Although I don't entirely agree with what they did, there's far more valuable targets.

[12.11.2018 11:08:04] Jane.Foster: The Order bases in Mu, for example.

[12.11.2018 11:08:10] Vagrant.Melia: "It has done little to stop the darklings from entering the voids of Light."

[12.11.2018 11:08:18] Jane.Foster: Yeah...

[12.11.2018 11:09:35] Vagrant.Melia: "A strong force. Yet it is crude and used without effect."

[12.11.2018 11:09:46] Jane.Foster: Yep. Completely agree.

[12.11.2018 11:10:21] Jane.Foster: Also saw the news that there is a high demand on Iridium Ore. Suspect that Lost isn't as calm as it was, is it?

[12.11.2018 11:11:15] /time

[12.11.2018 11:11:15] 2018-11-12 11:11:14 SMT 

[12.11.2018 11:11:23] Vagrant.Melia: "Irritation. The darklings have become emboldened."

[12.11.2018 11:11:59] Jane.Foster: Well, when we see cheap money, we will do anything to get it.

[12.11.2018 11:12:29] Vagrant.Melia: "Curiosity."

[12.11.2018 11:12:43] Jane.Foster: And by that... If there's a high demand on the Iridium Ore, I wouldn't be surprised if every single trader in Sirius will now 

[12.11.2018 11:12:46] Jane.Foster: taste the Edge.

[12.11.2018 11:13:31] Jane.Foster: DIdn't I told you about the Greed?

[12.11.2018 11:13:50] Jane.Foster: I believe such concept is known to you.

[12.11.2018 11:14:14] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not a concept natural to the Light."

[12.11.2018 11:15:26] Jane.Foster: I'd assume, but still, we still succumb to the greed quite easily.

[12.11.2018 11:16:20] Vagrant.Melia: "Harmful ambition. We ponder."

[12.11.2018 11:16:25] Jane.Foster: It is.

[12.11.2018 11:17:22] Jane.Foster: In religion, Greed is considered a sin, but I guess, nobody cares about it in our time.

[12.11.2018 11:18:53] Jane.Foster: What everybody cares about is money. And, probably, some dying-out ideologies.

[12.11.2018 11:20:55] Jane.Foster: Well, maybe it's on display. Maybe they actually do care about something else.

[12.11.2018 11:21:28] Vagrant.Melia: "Unlikely."

[12.11.2018 11:22:18] Jane.Foster: Yeah, one needs alot of effort to find a personality that cares about something else.

[12.11.2018 11:22:31] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkness seeks to multiply and destroy. It does not consider care."

[12.11.2018 11:23:49] Jane.Foster: Thing is... Darkness needs to care for itself to multiply and destroy.

[12.11.2018 11:25:08] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps it seeks to subsist. But it does not empathize."

[12.11.2018 11:27:06] Jane.Foster: What is hilarious is that when you portrait yourselves as Light and describe everything what Darkness and Light is, most of us

[12.11.2018 11:27:20] Jane.Foster: would consider us to be the Light.

[12.11.2018 11:28:09] Jane.Foster: Well, maybe because they fail to understand what good we did to ourselves and what we do for the outsiders.

[12.11.2018 11:28:24] Jane.Foster: Again, we are here because of the war.

[12.11.2018 11:30:20] Jane.Foster: And if we don't end war, the war will end us.

[12.11.2018 11:30:56] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is the darkness. It has only ever acted in a pursuit of war."

[12.11.2018 11:34:32] Jane.Foster: I... Really don't understand why they decided to nuke Eleven. Like, why don't go for Carthage? Where they build all their ships

[12.11.2018 11:35:34] Jane.Foster: The moment I saw Alessia's bomber suiciding into it... It felt like a waste.

[12.11.2018 11:36:29] Jane.Foster: Not only, more like it was unnecessary violence that would bring more violence.

[12.11.2018 11:37:08] Vagrant.Melia: "Intrigue. We could foresee many reasons."

[12.11.2018 11:38:37] Jane.Foster: *She exhales* Well, what's done is done.

[12.11.2018 11:41:37] Jane.Foster: Still... I don't know a half of how your society works. I get that we're all distructive and chaotic.

[12.11.2018 11:41:41] Jane.Foster: But how is it on your end?

[12.11.2018 11:41:53] Jane.Foster: I'd imagine it would be a complete opposite.

[12.11.2018 11:43:36] Vagrant.Melia: "We are the Light. We sing. There is harmony."

[12.11.2018 11:45:45] Jane.Foster: That I know. And I also remember seeing something that was completely out of the reach of my perception.

[12.11.2018 11:46:07] Jane.Foster: Seeing you and a node from the other share getting along.

[12.11.2018 11:48:35] Jane.Foster: And the last time when Kimiko and you did... Something to me, I still don't exactly understand what happened. But it was 

[12.11.2018 11:48:38] Jane.Foster: breathtaking.

[12.11.2018 11:48:55] Vagrant.Melia: "There are the comparisons. Between our song, of theirs, and the contrast of the darkness."

[12.11.2018 11:49:39] Vagrant.Melia: "Dark minds were not intended to function as ours. We struggle to supply an adequate elaboration."

[12.11.2018 11:50:26] Vagrant.Melia: "The blessed one only joined us after much preparation."

[12.11.2018 11:50:55] Jane.Foster: I guess open-minded individuals make it easier... or not?

[12.11.2018 11:52:14] Vagrant.Melia: "Theirs fared better. Most darklings would not be able to embrace the song and remain distinct."

[12.11.2018 11:53:20] Jane.Foster: Yeah, I guess stuff such as that would remain most people confused... Or scared.

[12.11.2018 11:54:02] Jane.Foster: Not intrigued or interested.

[12.11.2018 11:54:06] Vagrant.Melia: "Theirs possessed devotion and compassion. With guidance and patience we were able to make them grow."

[12.11.2018 11:54:52] Vagrant.Melia: "The dark mind exists in a constant state of isolation. It was never intended to connect with a greater whole."

[12.11.2018 11:56:13] Vagrant.Melia: "Consider the carriers of the Bretheren. It is always the infiltrator that sings. Their dark minds are locked off, trapped."

[12.11.2018 11:56:53] Jane.Foster: Whilist your method is... Different?

[12.11.2018 11:57:58] Jane.Foster: I saw Kimiko before and after she got her eye trauma, she is... Well, almost the same person, no doubt she learned.

[12.11.2018 11:58:21] Vagrant.Melia: "It was a curiosity which we sought to explore. It proved to be successful."

[12.11.2018 11:59:27] Vagrant.Melia: "We did not choose to imprison. We instead sought to purify."

[12.11.2018 12:00:16] Jane.Foster: Wise choice. She is... A great person.

[12.11.2018 12:00:45] Vagrant.Melia: "The blessed one learned the way of the Light. We learned of a way toward peace."

[12.11.2018 12:01:29] Vagrant.Melia: "We sought compassion. Now we are as one."

[12.11.2018 12:01:41] Vagrant.Melia: "Harmony."

[12.11.2018 12:04:22] Jane.Foster: Yeah... Never though I'd be happy for someone achieving their goal.

[12.11.2018 12:05:39] Jane.Foster: That was... Completely strange for me. Like, for my entire life, I cared only for myself.

[12.11.2018 12:11:51] Jane.Foster: *She notices Melia's relocation* Hm?

[12.11.2018 12:12:08] Vagrant.Melia: "The Vagrants sing one song. Yet we are of many aspects."

[12.11.2018 12:12:51] Jane.Foster: And every aspect has it's own character, right?

[12.11.2018 12:13:57] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is our nature."

[12.11.2018 12:16:00] Jane.Foster: Yeah, I noticed. The... other one, was it... Perseis? They always remain sceptical towards me, and I respect that.

[12.11.2018 12:19:34] Jane.Foster: Still, things shifted when I joined the Commune.

[12.11.2018 12:20:00] Vagrant.Melia: "Aggression and cautiousness. Perseis is very protective."

[12.11.2018 12:21:22] Jane.Foster: I guess there's alot of reasons.

[12.11.2018 12:23:12] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkness is not often calm in the presence of the Light. We must defend ourselves."

[12.11.2018 12:24:06] Jane.Foster: I'd imagine the Omicrons swarming with people right now.

[12.11.2018 12:24:32] Jane.Foster: Honestly, not a place where I'd like to be. When there's alot of people. With transports. Reminds me of houses.

[12.11.2018 12:26:55] Jane.Foster: *She exhales* It's alright. It will end over time.

[12.11.2018 12:27:03] Vagrant.Melia: *Its static glow begins to slowly pulsate.*

[12.11.2018 12:27:16] Vagrant.Melia: "We will endure."

[12.11.2018 12:27:30] Jane.Foster: *She notices the slow pulsation* ...Uhm?

[12.11.2018 12:28:14] Jane.Foster: Yes, no doubt.

[12.11.2018 12:31:10] Jane.Foster: It will take some time to clean out everything, but first, we need to strengthen ourselves. And focuse on real tasks.

[12.11.2018 12:31:25] Vagrant.Melia: "We concur."

[12.11.2018 12:31:41] Jane.Foster: And stop wasting valuable resources on irrelevant matters.

[12.11.2018 12:32:31] Vagrant.Melia: *It begins to project a warming, calming sensation.*

[12.11.2018 12:34:14] Jane.Foster: *She feels a reminiscent warming, calming feeling. Relaxing in her pilot chair completely, she tries to reach out to it.*

[12.11.2018 12:35:59] Vagrant.Melia: *It was there, like the other times before. That gentle warmth.*

[12.11.2018 12:37:44] Jane.Foster: *She cuddles herself in her coat, beginning to feel the warmth. She also intentionally sets her ship in autopilot mode.*

[12.11.2018 12:37:54] Jane.Foster: Watch: [:Autopilot = On.:]

[12.11.2018 12:39:25] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."

[12.11.2018 12:40:03] Jane.Foster: *She begins to feel a slight joy, and in the same time she attempts to radiate it back.*

[12.11.2018 12:43:17] Jane.Foster: *She thinks of all the time she spent with Kimiko and Katherine. There is a slight note of lonelyness, but mostly it's joy.*

[12.11.2018 12:44:07] Vagrant.Melia: *The sensation seemed to resonate at the presence of additional joy.*

[12.11.2018 12:44:37] Vagrant.Melia: *It was there, at the periphery of the senses.*

[12.11.2018 12:46:24] Jane.Foster: *Being curious about this sensation, she tried to reach out to it.

[12.11.2018 12:47:11] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed familiar, like before.*

[12.11.2018 12:47:17] Jane.Foster: *She was so concentrated on her feelings and senses that she was completely oblivious of the real world.*

[12.11.2018 12:49:32] Jane.Foster: *The sensation was quite reminiscent to her, but she always seems to forget about it's origins in the first place.*

[12.11.2018 12:50:03] Jane.Foster: *Or maybe she couldn't remember them.*

[12.11.2018 12:50:13] Vagrant.Melia: *As Jane focused less and less on reality it was able to reach deeper and deeper into that nominally impenetrable human psyche.

[12.11.2018 12:52:39] Jane.Foster: *She thought "I remember it... But in the same time, I don't...", as she tried to reach it closer and closer.*

[12.11.2018 12:52:46] Vagrant.Melia: *Still it was familiar. Comforting.*

[12.11.2018 12:53:32] Vagrant.Melia: *The expenditure of effort was probably not as much as the first times, either due to repeated exposure or whatever training and systems the Commune had given to her in the intervening time.*

[12.11.2018 12:56:12] Jane.Foster: *Whatever the reason, she still puts alot of effort to reach out the sensation. The memories of her last times grow up on her.*

[12.11.2018 12:57:32] Jane.Foster: *The mindscapes. Melia's manifistations. The Twin Lights. And the moment when her consciousness was scattered.*

[12.11.2018 12:57:45] Vagrant.Melia: *It latched on, pulled, tugged, enveloped. Everything in perception seemed to fade into a distinct nothingness.*

[12.11.2018 12:59:06] Vagrant.Melia: *Everything seemed to snap back into a start just a felt moment later. If Jane deigned to look around, it was all there again.*

[12.11.2018 13:00:37] 2018-11-12 13:00:37 SMT  WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia

[12.11.2018 13:01:06] Vagrant.Melia: *It scattered again just as quickly. Something must have disturbed Melia's focus.*

[12.11.2018 13:01:17] Jumping...

[12.11.2018 13:02:41] Jane.Foster: *Gasping, she wakes up in her cabin. She notices that they're in Tau-23 now.*

[12.11.2018 13:03:01] Jane.Foster: I don't understand. The last times it went without no interferance.

[12.11.2018 13:03:31] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkness threatened to approach. We needed to leap."

[12.11.2018 13:03:50] Vagrant.Melia: "We will seek a safer point."

[12.11.2018 13:03:51] Jane.Foster: No... I don't mean...

[12.11.2018 13:04:20] Jane.Foster: There was no trouble in reaching out...

[12.11.2018 13:08:45] Jane.Foster: I mean... There can't be. When we met for the first time, Azhi was there. But... He's with you, yeah. It makes it easier.

[12.11.2018 13:08:53] Vagrant.Melia: *With the imminent threats no longer a concern it began to focus again.*

[12.11.2018 13:09:08] Vagrant.Melia: *The light within its physical form began to pulse again.*

[12.11.2018 13:09:14] /time

[12.11.2018 13:09:14] 2018-11-12 13:09:14 SMT 

[12.11.2018 13:10:02] Jane.Foster: *She attempted to concentrate on her feelings again. It was quite easy for her, but she still remained confused.*

[12.11.2018 13:10:38] Vagrant.Melia: *Once it had sorted itself again, it began to push out that warming current again.*

[12.11.2018 13:11:27] Jane.Foster: *And yet again she tried to concentrate on it. With all the memories of past ineractions in her head.*

[12.11.2018 13:12:26] Jane.Foster: *However, this time, joy was mixed up with confusion and worry, as she didn't understood why she couldn't reach out the

[12.11.2018 13:12:29] Jane.Foster: sensation.*

[12.11.2018 13:13:24] Vagrant.Melia: *It began to reach out, wrap around and envelop the senses. But the concern was interfering.*

[12.11.2018 13:15:04] Jane.Foster: *She surrendered herself to the feeling, bathing into warmth, radiating the joy from her past encounters and her present.*

[12.11.2018 13:18:43] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia was patient. Once it had completely covered and filled Jane's perception, it brought its presence closer.*

[12.11.2018 13:19:08] Vagrant.Melia: *Again everything snapped into nothingness for a moment.*

[12.11.2018 13:19:44] Jane.Foster: *But for a moment, there was nothing. Emptyness.*

[12.11.2018 13:20:38] Jane.Foster: *And in that moment, Jane's worrying and confusion brought back.*

[12.11.2018 13:20:59] Vagrant.Melia: *Except this time, without outside interruptions it was not open space. It was a sort of blissful non-existence.*

[12.11.2018 13:21:18] Vagrant.Melia: *Nothing but thought seemed to be present in that moment.*

[12.11.2018 13:21:34] Jane.Foster: *In her thoughts, she was looking around. There was nothing. A complete void.*

[12.11.2018 13:21:50] Jane.Foster: *And more that thet, she could not wake up, no matter how she tried.*

[12.11.2018 13:22:28] Vagrant.Melia: *There was still that comfortable sensation despite the lack of anything else.*

[12.11.2018 13:23:44] Jane.Foster: *Various thoughts were crawling inside her mind. Was it because of the NGM? Or maybe something else happened in time?*

[12.11.2018 13:25:17] Vagrant.Melia: *In the next moment Jane found herself lying somewhere. Laying down? It felt like there was a ground, but there wasn't quite.*

[12.11.2018 13:25:25] Vagrant.Melia: *Eyes shut, but it would be simple enough to open them.*

[12.11.2018 13:26:18] Jane.Foster: *She felt a solid ground under her back. It was definitely not a leather seat of her Wight. She decided to open her eyes.*

[12.11.2018 13:27:35] Vagrant.Melia: *A familiar place. Distant streams. The calming glow all around.*

[12.11.2018 13:29:03] Jane.Foster: *A small smile showed up on her face. She continued to lie down, relaxed.*

[12.11.2018 13:30:26] Vagrant.Melia: *Something seemed to stir in the mindscape. Melia was beginning to manifest itself into a discreet presence again.*

[12.11.2018 13:32:08] Jane.Foster: *Memories of her past experiences in the mindscape were growing up on her again. There was nothing but joy.*

[12.11.2018 13:34:04] Jane.Foster: *She exhaled "I will be honest... I never thought I will ever get to experience happyness in my life."*

[12.11.2018 13:34:51] Jane.Foster: *"But thanks to you, I did. Not only that, I am more than glad to share it with the others... Ha."*

[12.11.2018 13:34:56] Vagrant.Melia: *Its vaguely humanoid, blobbish presence was not far off now. Staring down at her.*

[12.11.2018 13:35:50] Jane.Foster: *"I never considered that of all beings, you will be the one who will make my life happy."*

[12.11.2018 13:37:35] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to be laughing, although it had no discrete mouth or any other particular features.*

[12.11.2018 13:38:49] Jane.Foster: *"Even if..." She slowly turned her head to Melia's manifestation, with her smile fading away.*

[12.11.2018 13:40:22] Jane.Foster: *"If my parents died at Freeport Seven... I'm not like the others. I don't mourn the dead.* She turned back, staring at top.*

[12.11.2018 13:41:07] Jane.Foster: *"I... Have a reason to not."*

[12.11.2018 13:41:52] Vagrant.Melia: "The past is the past. It is no longer subject to change."

[12.11.2018 13:42:40] Jane.Foster: *"Exactly. I see all these Order agents who have only vengeance in their mind. Pathetic display."*

[12.11.2018 13:43:58] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's manifestation seemed to back off from its towering stance. For lack of better terminology it seemed to 'sit' a few meters away.*

[12.11.2018 13:44:58] Jane.Foster: *"Violence causes violence. They seem to not understand it." She lets away her thoughts about all the harm and relaxes again.*

[12.11.2018 13:45:17] Jane.Foster: *"No. Not a right moment to think about it."*

[12.11.2018 13:46:58] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet it is a truth."

[12.11.2018 13:47:32] Vagrant.Melia: "The unfortunate evolution of the dark path."

[12.11.2018 13:47:38] Jane.Foster: *"It is. It's inevitable and it's something that must be dealt with."*

[12.11.2018 13:50:00] Vagrant.Melia: "Our attempt to counter it will take much time."

[12.11.2018 13:51:15] Jane.Foster: *"It's inevitable too. But as I said, wasting resources is counterproductive. Gathering forces and resources is what you need."

[12.11.2018 13:53:14] Jane.Foster: *She exhales "Still... This place is such peaceful. I remember being here for the first time and I was so concerned about 

[12.11.2018 13:53:22] Jane.Foster: everything. Couldn't rest for a second."*

[12.11.2018 13:53:58] Jane.Foster: *"And now... This is the only place where I feel safe."*

[12.11.2018 13:54:10] Vagrant.Melia: "Do not allow yours to be consumed by fear."

[12.11.2018 13:55:49] Vagrant.Melia: "With hesitation there is less focus."

[12.11.2018 13:57:14] Jane.Foster: *"I... Can't remember the last time I was afraid. No, actually, it was when my uncle came into my appartment and said that my parrents' tour will delay."*

[12.11.2018 13:58:06] Jane.Foster: *"But at the same time I saw the news of Seven getting destroyed."*

[12.11.2018 13:59:51] Jane.Foster: *"Ever since... My sense fear converted into curiosity."*

[12.11.2018 14:01:20] Vagrant.Melia: "Learn."

[12.11.2018 14:01:59] Jane.Foster: *"About?"*

[12.11.2018 14:03:40] Vagrant.Melia: "Learn of the voids."

[12.11.2018 14:05:14] Jane.Foster: *"Learn the voids... I'm afraid not something the Commune can teach me, considering their last venture."*

[12.11.2018 14:05:26] Jane.Foster: *"As always, I will be on my own this time."*

[12.11.2018 14:06:49] Vagrant.Melia: "Observe the motion of the stars and the spheres. Understand them. Learn the natural placements."

[12.11.2018 14:07:29] Vagrant.Melia: "Then yours may begin to shed the trappings of the darkness."

[12.11.2018 14:08:00] Jane.Foster: *"Huh... I never paid much attention to systems. Maybe I should now, indeed."*

[12.11.2018 14:08:33] Jane.Foster: *"They are... Beautiful, in the end. The cosmos we ruin around us."*

[12.11.2018 14:08:39] Jane.Foster: *"It is... Magnificent."*

[12.11.2018 14:09:50] Jane.Foster: *"Thank you... For this... Insight."*

[12.11.2018 14:11:02] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to be disappointed.*

[12.11.2018 14:12:07] Jane.Foster: *She slowly turns her head to Melia, with a brief smile. "Something is... On your mind?"* 

[12.11.2018 14:12:14] Vagrant.Melia: "Our paths must separate once more. Our kin are calling."

[12.11.2018 14:13:15] Jane.Foster: *"Oh." She stares back at the top. "I understand. Don't worry. There is more than enough time for us to lie down like that."*

[12.11.2018 14:13:58] Vagrant.Melia: *It began to disengage the effects of the mindscape. It all crumbled into perceptive nothingness again as Jane's senses were restored to their normal, real inputs.*

After... Whatever happened there, I went to my Spatial and decided to fly around in open space. It looked boring for the first time, just flying around and looking at stellar objects. And especially with people looking at you. But then... Melia came along. And we started going places.

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[13.11.2018 12:35:33] Nyctophilia: Hello again.

[13.11.2018 12:36:05] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."

[13.11.2018 12:36:20] Nyctophilia: Yes, I'm glad to see you too.

[13.11.2018 12:36:42] Nyctophilia: I'm still wondering what events could lead to a such escalation.

[13.11.2018 12:37:56] Nyctophilia: There is no records about what happened before the battle around here... Only that it was a massive confrontation between

[13.11.2018 12:38:02] Nyctophilia: the Core and the Order.

[13.11.2018 12:39:15] Nyctophilia: But burning down the entire planet?

[13.11.2018 12:39:48] Nyctophilia: That's... Brutal.

[13.11.2018 12:41:33] Nyctophilia: I was... Trying to follow your guide, as you can see. I don't quite understand what I have to do, but 

[13.11.2018 12:41:39] Nyctophilia: I think I'm getting a hang of it.

[13.11.2018 12:42:43] Vagrant.Melia: "Observe."

[13.11.2018 12:44:16] Nyctophilia: Minor... It's an interesting system. Mostly everything is covered in Nebula. There is a lot of passages to other systems.

[13.11.2018 12:44:29] Nyctophilia: And there is also a yellow star.

[13.11.2018 12:45:55] Nyctophilia: With all the passages around, I wouldn't be surprised if the Core and the Order confront eachother here as often as in Delta.

[13.11.2018 12:46:04] Vagrant.Melia: "A dark void."

[13.11.2018 12:46:46] Nyctophilia: Indeed. There is also a hidden passage to... One of the "highly secured" systems of one of our houses.

[13.11.2018 12:47:16] Nyctophilia: And it's being guarded. So I wouldn't be surprised if visitors from the other side come here often.

[13.11.2018 12:47:46] Vagrant.Melia: "It is a narrow rift. It cannot convey larger shells."

[13.11.2018 12:48:24] Nyctophilia: Yes. But a strike wing can easily pass through.

[13.11.2018 12:49:02] Nyctophilia: A wing of bombers is more dangerous than a battleship.

[13.11.2018 12:52:35] Nyctophilia: Of course, alot of systems would had a better look without our existance. But we have what we have.

From Minor, we went to Sigmas.

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[13.11.2018 12:56:02] Vagrant.Melia: "What does the sparkling one see in this void?"

[13.11.2018 12:56:32] Nyctophilia: I don't see any stars, that's for sure.

[13.11.2018 12:56:44] Nyctophilia: However, there is a singularity.

[13.11.2018 12:57:20] Vagrant.Melia: "A devourer. A pure expression of destruction."

[13.11.2018 12:57:38] Nyctophilia: Indeed.

[13.11.2018 12:58:07] Nyctophilia: Palmyra. An arcitc world between two nebulas. 

[13.11.2018 12:58:18] Nyctophilia: The Order is there too.

[13.11.2018 12:58:57] Vagrant.Melia: "Another presence of harm and hatred."

[13.11.2018 12:59:38] Nyctophilia: And it's also a place where two nebulas mix up. The Crow and Edge nebula.

[13.11.2018 13:00:55] Nyctophilia: There is also a lava field. Which points out there could have been more planets in this system.

[13.11.2018 13:02:33] Nyctophilia: But again... There is no star. Which makes me guess that it was devoured by a black hole.

[13.11.2018 13:03:06] Nyctophilia: Otherwise it wouldn't had such an appearance.

Then we went to Sigma-59. If it wasn't for GMG and Bounty Hunters, this system wouldn't had a price.

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[13.11.2018 13:06:24] Nyctophilia: *She puts on her sunglasses*

[13.11.2018 13:07:25] Nyctophilia: Oh, don't ask me. I love this system so much I can describe it without even asking.

[13.11.2018 13:08:18] Nyctophilia: A blue giant. First, it's blue. Second, it's a giant. The most hot star you ever going to see.

[13.11.2018 13:08:45] Vagrant.Melia: "It will die, in time."

[13.11.2018 13:08:52] Nyctophilia: Yes, sadly.

[13.11.2018 13:09:15] Nyctophilia: So now we have a moment to enjoy it's glow.

[13.11.2018 13:09:22] Vagrant.Melia: "It is ultimately unstable. It is of such mass that it cannot regulate itself indefinitely."

[13.11.2018 13:10:18] Nyctophilia: Yeah... It will be one big supernova.

[13.11.2018 13:11:21] Nyctophilia: Well, supernova aside, there are three nebulas in this system. Again, a fragment of the Edge Nebula, and a dominant presence of

[13.11.2018 13:11:25] Nyctophilia: the Crow Nebula.

[13.11.2018 13:12:39] Vagrant.Melia: "A swamped void. The clouds consume the space and hinder those that swim."

[13.11.2018 13:13:36] Nyctophilia: Yeah. Also, there is Nagaoka. A quite nice looking Gas Giant. 

[13.11.2018 13:14:24] Vagrant.Melia: "Curious sphere of vapor. There are many similar, but it is unique."

[13.11.2018 13:14:45] Nyctophilia: Yeah. There are many alike, but it... Looks unique in it's own way.

[13.11.2018 13:15:56] Nyctophilia: And... How could I not mention the human installations, of course. The Nobeoka Platform is a local epicenter of mercs from all  around the Edge.

[13.11.2018 13:16:29] Vagrant.Melia: "The hives are of consideration, but they are not natural. We shall not focus on them."

[13.11.2018 13:16:48] Nyctophilia: Sure.

Sigma-19. It's... Not the system I'm quite a fan of.

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[13.11.2018 13:20:59] Nyctophilia: Yeah, Sigmas have their own charm.

[13.11.2018 13:22:17] Nyctophilia: These binary stars... And again, a mix of the Edge and Crow nebulas.

[13.11.2018 13:23:12] Nyctophilia: There is also a high gas mining proccess inside the nebula.

[13.11.2018 13:23:28] Vagrant.Melia: "The darklings will cause this swamp to fade."

[13.11.2018 13:23:56] Nyctophilia: Yeah... That's where high concentration on money begins.

[13.11.2018 13:25:18] Nyctophilia: And... I'd say that, on one hand, it's good that all the mining proccess is hidded inside the nebula, so that everyone else can

[13.11.2018 13:25:22] Nyctophilia: enjoy the view.

[13.11.2018 13:25:35] Nyctophilia: But it doesn't changed the fact that it's still there.

[13.11.2018 13:27:41] Nyctophilia: There's also an another azure gas giant. But... It doesn't looks as attractive as Nagaoka.

[13.11.2018 13:29:29] Nyctophilia: Although some find it so. Some who are willing to pay enough money to visit Hawaii.

And then... We went to the only place I wish we didn't.

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[13.11.2018 13:31:16] Nyctophilia: Ah yes. -This- place.

[13.11.2018 13:32:04] Vagrant.Melia: "A bloody place."

[13.11.2018 13:32:12] Nyctophilia: Indeed. Don't like it.

[13.11.2018 13:32:54] Nyctophilia: Not because of it's looks. It looks... Pretty good. The three stars.

[13.11.2018 13:33:02] Nyctophilia: But the memory... Isn't as good

There is... A reason why I don't like 17. And it's good we didn't hold there for too long.

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[13.11.2018 13:37:18] Nyctophilia: Hm... It's interesting. There's a Yellow Dwarf here too.

[13.11.2018 13:39:05] Nyctophilia: Yeah, Freeport Nine. One of the first human settlements in the Edge.

[13.11.2018 13:39:30] Nyctophilia: It was at this moment we thought that it settling in the edge would be cool.

[13.11.2018 13:39:35] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."

[13.11.2018 13:40:47] Nyctophilia: There's also Pygar... Can't say much about it. Only that it attracts an attention of researchers from all over the Sirius for

[13.11.2018 13:40:50] Nyctophilia: some reason.

[13.11.2018 13:42:04] Nyctophilia: But I feel like I'm missing something important here...

[13.11.2018 13:45:00] Nyctophilia: And Vespus... An aquatic planet hidden in nebula. Huh.

[13.11.2018 13:45:22] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is the nature of this void."

[13.11.2018 13:46:50] Nyctophilia: Yeah... All the Omicrons are interesting in their own way, I think.

[13.11.2018 13:47:35] Nyctophilia: *She takes her sunglasses off*

[13.11.2018 13:48:33] Nyctophilia: Your occasianal dust field... Although, there might have been a planetoid here.

[13.11.2018 13:49:25] Nyctophilia: 58. Huh. Never heard of it.

But then we went to a system that I've never heard of. And I had no idea what was standing in front of me.

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[13.11.2018 13:49:43] Nyctophilia: Wow.

[13.11.2018 13:49:54] Nyctophilia: It's... So dark.

[13.11.2018 13:50:05] Nyctophilia: And my nav-map isn't working.

[13.11.2018 13:50:48] Nyctophilia: Yeah. It's dark matter.

[13.11.2018 13:51:40] Nyctophilia: Yep. Certainly a dark matter.

[13.11.2018 13:52:08] Nyctophilia: Wo-o-ow. You can't be serious. It's the Canaan?

[13.11.2018 13:52:15] Nyctophilia: The one that was stationed in 55?

[13.11.2018 13:52:30] Vagrant.Melia: "Curious."

[13.11.2018 13:53:28] Nyctophilia: What could possibly happen to it?

[13.11.2018 13:54:55] Nyctophilia: Something's on radar.

[13.11.2018 13:55:33] Nyctophilia: Wow. What on earth is this?

[13.11.2018 13:56:40] Nyctophilia: The name of the base sound rheinlandish...

[13.11.2018 13:56:45] Nyctophilia: Sounds.

[13.11.2018 13:56:55] Vagrant.Melia: "The carriers of the Bretheren use it to hide."

[13.11.2018 13:57:01] Nyctophilia: O-o-oh.

[13.11.2018 13:57:11] Nyctophilia: Yeah, that makes sense.

[13.11.2018 13:57:24] Vagrant.Melia: "Insurrection."

[13.11.2018 13:57:46] Nyctophilia: Hm?

[13.11.2018 13:58:51] Vagrant.Melia: "A trait of these clouds."

[13.11.2018 13:59:24] Nyctophilia: Yeah... Although I love dark places, I don't feel comfortable here -at all-.

[13.11.2018 13:59:52] Vagrant.Melia: "It is unwise to linger. It burns."

[13.11.2018 14:01:11] Nyctophilia: Yeah, even 55 works.

We scattered shortly afterwards. We sat in Kappa for a while, but afterwards... We met today again. And something happened.

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[15.11.2018 12:37:08] Jane.Foster.: Oh. Hello.

[15.11.2018 12:37:29] Jane.Foster.: Didn't expected to see you here.

[15.11.2018 12:38:40] Jane.Foster.: Yeah, I'm always wondering, is it me who follows you, or are you following me?

[15.11.2018 12:39:11] /time

[15.11.2018 12:39:11] 2018-11-15 12:39:12 SMT 

[15.11.2018 12:40:00] Jane.Foster.: I've been... Trying to take an another look at systems. It's hard, but the result is rewarding.

[15.11.2018 12:41:02] Jane.Foster.: Most of the systems feel calm. Except for Sigma and Phi, these are the ones with singularities.

[15.11.2018 12:42:39] Jane.Foster.: And 41. It's... a remnant of a system with a Neutron Star in the middle of it.

[15.11.2018 12:43:06] Jane.Foster.: Maybe a while back it was a beautiful system...

[15.11.2018 12:44:39] Jane.Foster.: But... Neglecting all other factors? It... Doesn't feels right.

[15.11.2018 12:45:26] Vagrant.Melia: "To understand the nature, the artifice must be ignored."

[15.11.2018 12:45:52] Vagrant.Melia: "Such has its place. But it interferes with the evaluation of the voids themselves."

[15.11.2018 12:46:08] Jane.Foster.: Yes, exactly.

[15.11.2018 12:48:30] Jane.Foster.: It's like... I don't know, it may be a wrong comparison, but I'll compare it with looking at a picture and trying to ignore

[15.11.2018 12:48:38] Jane.Foster.: it's negative sides.

[15.11.2018 12:49:15] Jane.Foster.: So the overall expression will be different. And again... It doesn't feels right.

[15.11.2018 12:50:06] Vagrant.Melia: " The Light does not allow itself to be trapped by negativity."

[15.11.2018 12:50:58] Vagrant.Melia: "We cleanse the darkness. The remainder is improved."

[15.11.2018 12:52:37] Jane.Foster.: Yeah, I'm aware... And still, looking at systems... They are wonderful indeed.

[15.11.2018 12:53:28] Jane.Foster.: And that's why I love your systems that much. There is no human factor.

[15.11.2018 12:54:03] Jane.Foster.: And not just because you are settled there, no.

[15.11.2018 12:54:16] Jane.Foster.: They are just... Too pure.

[15.11.2018 12:54:21] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement. The Light will prevail."

[15.11.2018 12:56:37] Jane.Foster.: *She exhales, relaxing* Yeah... The Light will prevail... These words are almost like a sedative for me.

[15.11.2018 13:00:08] Vagrant.Melia: *It begins to glow.*

[15.11.2018 13:00:10] Jane.Foster.: This place... It is beautiful.

[15.11.2018 13:00:32] Jane.Foster.: The space around us... 

[15.11.2018 13:00:52] Jane.Foster.: *She notices the glow and stops her monologue.* Hm?

[15.11.2018 13:02:31] 2018-11-15 13:02:32 SMT  WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia

[15.11.2018 13:02:55] Jane.Foster.: Oh. We're going places.

[15.11.2018 13:03:05] /time

[15.11.2018 13:03:05] 2018-11-15 13:03:06 SMT

We went to one of their systems. It was one of the most enjoyable moments in my life, if not what came after that hyperjump. She asked me about the objects in the system, which... Felt quite simple, not very insightful.

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[15.11.2018 13:03:09] Jumping...

[15.11.2018 13:03:19] /time

[15.11.2018 13:03:19] 2018-11-15 13:03:20 SMT 

[15.11.2018 13:03:38] Jane.Foster.: And... To be exact, one of the places I love.

[15.11.2018 13:06:10] Vagrant.Melia: "We grow curious. What does the sparkling one see in a void of the Bretheren?"

[15.11.2018 13:06:18] Jane.Foster.: This system... The disposition of stellar objects in it is quite interesting.

[15.11.2018 13:07:06] Jane.Foster.: Two stars... Surrounded by multiple dust rings. A rare accurance.

[15.11.2018 13:07:45] Jane.Foster.: To the left of us, might be an asteroid field. And what I see is... An arctic world.

[15.11.2018 13:07:57] Jane.Foster.: With a dust ring surrounding it aswell.

[15.11.2018 13:08:43] Jane.Foster.: Also, a Gas Giant, with an another arctic world orbiting it.

[15.11.2018 13:09:04] Jane.Foster.: And... A dark nebula, hiding a Lair and a Hybergate.

[15.11.2018 13:09:31] Jane.Foster.: Hypergate, even.

[15.11.2018 13:10:19] Jane.Foster.: Not to mention that the nebula surrounding us is... Peculiar.

[15.11.2018 13:10:35] Jane.Foster.: It is pink.

[15.11.2018 13:10:49] Jane.Foster.: With a taint of dark purple.

[15.11.2018 13:13:16] Jane.Foster.: And... Yeah, there are only two, so to say, installations in this systems and they are hidden inside the nebula.

[15.11.2018 13:13:32] Jane.Foster.: Other than that, there are no artificial objects in the open.

[15.11.2018 13:14:27] Jane.Foster.: A clean picture.

[15.11.2018 13:15:28] Jane.Foster.: But also... Gives me a thought that every nebula has it's purpose.

[15.11.2018 13:15:38] Jane.Foster.: At least in your worlds, that is.

[15.11.2018 13:16:04] Vagrant.Melia: "We are not them."

[15.11.2018 13:16:17] Jane.Foster.: Yeah...

[15.11.2018 13:19:31] Jane.Foster.: Something's telling me that it's temporary though.

[15.11.2018 13:21:19] Jane.Foster.: I might not live to see the day of your reunion... But at I hope I might see the days when you begin to clence the Sirius.

[15.11.2018 13:21:45] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not so simple."

[15.11.2018 13:21:55] Jane.Foster.: Yeah, quite.

[15.11.2018 13:23:09] Vagrant.Melia: "The divergences of evolution have changed much."

[15.11.2018 13:24:34] Vagrant.Melia: "The songs are always growing, changing, adapting."

[15.11.2018 13:24:47] Jane.Foster.: Well, you are the intelligent beings. I'm sure you'll be able to find compromises sooner or later.

[15.11.2018 13:29:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet the song has changed. A perfect conjoining would likely not succeed."

[15.11.2018 13:30:08] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not necessarily desired."

[15.11.2018 13:30:32] Jane.Foster.: Well, if it's unnecessary for you to coexist... Then I'm glad for all of you.

[15.11.2018 13:30:59] Jane.Foster.: You just mentioned that... It was creating frustration.

[15.11.2018 13:32:01] Vagrant.Melia: "It is unfortunate. It is our fate."

[15.11.2018 13:32:45] Vagrant.Melia: "We do not challenge it. To challenge the changing nature is pointless."

[15.11.2018 13:34:12] Jane.Foster.: Yeah... Now that I think of it, are we a part of this nature?

[15.11.2018 13:34:48] Jane.Foster.: Or is there a precise difference between these factors?

[15.11.2018 13:36:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Minds and forms exist in the voids. They are subject to the forces of change."

[15.11.2018 13:38:03] Jane.Foster.: Hm... Guess so.

[15.11.2018 13:39:08] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light is advanced, but it is not exempted from the natural forces."

[15.11.2018 13:39:16] Jane.Foster.: Nothing is.

[15.11.2018 13:39:22] Vagrant.Melia: "The Darkness pretends it is stronger than nature, but it is not."

[15.11.2018 13:40:13] Jane.Foster.: Not only we pretend, we try to conquer the nature.

[15.11.2018 13:41:19] Vagrant.Melia: "So forms cruelty."

[15.11.2018 13:41:40] Jane.Foster.: We see ourselves as the crown of creation.

[15.11.2018 13:42:00] Jane.Foster.: Yet we don't realise that violence brings violence.

[15.11.2018 13:42:02] Vagrant.Melia: "Such naive ignorance."

[15.11.2018 13:42:42] Vagrant.Melia: "There is no escape from nature. No husk of metal can indefinitely endure."

[15.11.2018 13:42:42] Jane.Foster.: Some don't. And, yeah. If it claims that it's above us, we immediately prove it otherwise.

[15.11.2018 13:43:42] Jane.Foster.: Well... Humans are quite tenacious.

[15.11.2018 13:45:41] Jane.Foster.: Even in conditions of world-wide apocalypse, our race would be able to survive for centuries hiding in the underground.

[15.11.2018 13:45:51] Jane.Foster.: Until the world itself gets destroyed.

[15.11.2018 13:46:43] Vagrant.Melia: "In time."

She then relocated in front of me. It was the moment when storms of feelings struck on me. A storm after storm, a wave after wave, which I was not prepared for.

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[15.11.2018 13:47:44] Jane.Foster.: *She notices how Melia repositions in front of her ship* Hm?

[15.11.2018 13:50:15] Jane.Foster.: I've got a feeling that a certain someone is staring directly into my soul. Again.

[15.11.2018 13:51:27] Vagrant.Melia: *The warm sensation seems to creep back into existence again.*

[15.11.2018 13:52:38] Jane.Foster.: *Being a bit confused with Melia's positioning, Jane somehow feels the same reminiscent feeling.*

[15.11.2018 13:53:24] Jane.Foster.: *She couldn't help herself but relax in her pilot chair.*

[15.11.2018 13:54:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Warmth. Tranquility."

[15.11.2018 13:56:44] Jane.Foster.: *She slowly closed her eyes, whispering* There is no place for chaos... Only serenity. And warmth.

[15.11.2018 14:00:31] Jane.Foster.: *She cuddles herself to help herself to concentrate on the warm feeling.*

[15.11.2018 14:01:06] Vagrant.Melia: *It was a strong sensation. The drive for coexistance of the worthy was certainly noticiable.*

[15.11.2018 14:04:36] Jane.Foster.: *The sensation almost collapsed Jane's consciousness, completely surrendering herself into it.*

[15.11.2018 14:06:24] Vagrant.Melia: *It surrounded Jane, dragging her into a calming trance.*

[15.11.2018 14:07:34] Jane.Foster.: *She didn't felt any artificial gravity in her cabin, no belts around her chest. She was floating, as if she was in vacuum.*

[15.11.2018 14:09:36] Vagrant.Melia: *The pull was still there, dragging, tugging at the mind.*

[15.11.2018 14:10:50] Jane.Foster.: *She was consciously reaching out to the source of the pull, whatever it is.*

[15.11.2018 14:12:31] Vagrant.Melia: *It latched on, bringing Jane back with it into the mindscape.*

[15.11.2018 14:13:39] Jane.Foster.: *She felt a solid ground under her back again. But there were no belts. She slowly opened her eyes.*

[15.11.2018 14:14:15] Jane.Foster.: *And she acknowledged herself in the mindscape, looking at the top and smiling warmly.*

[15.11.2018 14:14:21] Vagrant.Melia: *It was that familiar place, with that familiar presence. Melia's blobby manifestation was not far away.*

[15.11.2018 14:15:54] Jane.Foster.: *She was still lying on the ground, with no intent to stand up. "I love this place." She said almost quiet.*

[15.11.2018 14:18:53] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia seemed to be humming.*

[15.11.2018 14:20:10] Jane.Foster.: *Jane hears Melia's humming and somehow catches up on a melody.*

[15.11.2018 14:21:07] Jane.Foster.: *With her eyes closed, she slowly and silently humms a tune she completely doesn't knows, yet she appears to like.*

[15.11.2018 14:25:18] Jane.Foster.: *Somewhere midway, she pauses. "Hm... An interesting melody... Didn't I heard it somewhere before?"*

[15.11.2018 14:25:24] Vagrant.Melia: *A wholly alien tune, yet it would be impressionable. It essentially emphasized the feelings of its singer.*

[15.11.2018 14:26:13] Vagrant.Melia: *It was essentially that which was Melia, and to a lesser extent all of those it was connected to.*

[15.11.2018 14:27:59] Jane.Foster.: *She tries to remember when she heard it. "Right... It was when you brought in Kimiko for the first time. The song."*

[15.11.2018 14:31:27] Jane.Foster.: *"It is... Lovely, to say the least."*

[15.11.2018 14:31:45] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia kept humming, singing, existing. The perceived colors of the background of the mindscape slowly changed with the whims of its conductor.*

[15.11.2018 14:33:21] Jane.Foster.: *And Jane was relaxing in the tunes of the song, continuing humming it to herself. She found a song relaxing and pleasing, reminding it of her new friends.*

[15.11.2018 14:34:27] Vagrant.Melia: *It was content to exist with the learning one.*

[15.11.2018 14:35:10] Jane.Foster.: *She could find such proccess exhausting was she singing any other other song, but somehow, she couldn't stop humming it.*

[15.11.2018 14:37:04] Vagrant.Melia: *It acknowledged that the wholly dark mind was ill suited, and it would not be able to achieve such a task.*

[15.11.2018 14:37:22] Vagrant.Melia: *But Melia encouraged Jane to try.*

[15.11.2018 14:39:53] Jane.Foster.: *While Jane was lying down and enjoying a tune, she appreciated Melia's encourage and answered with reciprocity.*

[15.11.2018 14:40:37] Jane.Foster.: *Her intent was clean. If there was anything demanded from her - she would try her best to achieve the goal.*

[15.11.2018 14:41:31] Vagrant.Melia: *It merely demanded that Jane try to expand their understanding.*

[15.11.2018 14:43:31] Jane.Foster.: *She acknowledged that it wasn't any task, but rather a proposal. She found such complex and asked Melia for help.*

[15.11.2018 14:43:48] Jane.Foster.: *A guidance, to be precise.*

[15.11.2018 14:45:21] Vagrant.Melia: *It slowly stopped its droning song, and brought itself into focus.*

[15.11.2018 14:46:27] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to stare again.*

[15.11.2018 14:47:14] Jane.Foster.: *Jane slowly stopped to humm, keeping the melody in her mind and staring at top.*

[15.11.2018 14:47:50] Vagrant.Melia: "Ponder."

[15.11.2018 14:48:29] Jane.Foster.: *"Yeah... I don't know what to do with myself either."*

[15.11.2018 14:51:18] Jane.Foster.: *She sighs "Now that I think of it... It's been quite a while since I've seen Kimiko... Not to mention Kath."*

[15.11.2018 14:52:20] Vagrant.Melia: "We briefly encountered the herald. They moved to stop the cruel ones from violating the voids of the Bretheren."

[15.11.2018 14:54:00] Jane.Foster.: *"Oh... So she's guarding the border now... A respectable role."*

[15.11.2018 14:54:19] Jane.Foster.: *"Guess I won't be seeing her as frequently as I used then."*

[15.11.2018 14:55:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Even they could not be idle when the Light was threatened."

[15.11.2018 14:55:52] Jane.Foster.: *"Yeah... Even her. Not to talk about me... And Kimiko, well... The last time I've seen her, her words were reassuring."*

[15.11.2018 14:56:13] Jane.Foster.: *"So... I don't worry about her that much anymore."*

[15.11.2018 14:56:53] Vagrant.Melia: "The nature of the path of the Twin Lights requires them to be deep in the darkness. They have the strength."

[15.11.2018 14:57:25] Jane.Foster.: *"Oh, no doubt, she does."*

[15.11.2018 15:00:56] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall grow."

[15.11.2018 15:01:32] Jane.Foster.: *"It will." She said, still staring at the top with a soft smile on her face.*

[15.11.2018 15:02:55] Jane.Foster.: *"It is imminent."*

[15.11.2018 15:03:12] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."

[15.11.2018 15:03:29] Vagrant.Melia: *It was another intoxicating burst of emotion.*

[15.11.2018 15:04:28] Jane.Foster.: *Being completely relaxed, it was not something Jane was prepared for.*

[15.11.2018 15:05:18] Jane.Foster.: *In fact, she wasn't prepared for anything. Nevertheless, she got consumed by the said burst completely.*

[15.11.2018 15:05:50] Vagrant.Melia: *A blissful happiness.*

[15.11.2018 15:07:47] Jane.Foster.: *Her smile widened, as she was enveloped by the feelings she was seeking for this whole time.*

[15.11.2018 15:08:28] Jane.Foster.: *The burst was so strong, she completely forgot about everything bad in her life. About all the betrayals, about her parents' death and about her earlier life.*

[15.11.2018 15:09:05] Jane.Foster.: *All she had in her mind right now is this feeling and any possible ways she could share it.*

[15.11.2018 15:09:30] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia was still there. It was listening.*

[15.11.2018 15:10:56] Jane.Foster.: *She couldn't even hold a giggle. "Why... Why am I so happy?"*

[15.11.2018 15:11:34] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light embraces the worthy."

[15.11.2018 15:12:22] Vagrant.Melia: *It was a friendliness, possibly more sincere than any human relational construct.*

[15.11.2018 15:13:07] Jane.Foster.: *She rolls over, and tries slowly to lift up, looking back at Melia. Such strong burst of compassion could possibly break Jane's sanity.*

[15.11.2018 15:14:26] Jane.Foster.: *She giggles again. But it wasn't a madman's giggle. On a contrary, she seemed to be happy and confused at the same time.*

[15.11.2018 15:16:34] Jane.Foster.: *"I never... Never in my life... Felt myself so happy... Is it wrong? But it doesn't feels like it! It feels completely right!"

[15.11.2018 15:17:57] Vagrant.Melia: "Embrace the warming emotions. Grow."

[15.11.2018 15:18:50] Jane.Foster.: *She giggled again "All that happyness. Am I really worth of it? I am literally none."*

[15.11.2018 15:20:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy is health."

[15.11.2018 15:22:20] Jane.Foster.: *She could try to stand up, facing Melia's manifestation. She slowly approaches it with an unknown intent.*

[15.11.2018 15:22:59] Jane.Foster.: *"I don't know any other way to express my gratitude. And I know it won't work. Still."*

[15.11.2018 15:23:36] Jane.Foster.: *She leaned up on Melia's manifestation with an attempt to hug it.*

[15.11.2018 15:25:15] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's form seemed... gelatinous? Immaterial? It would be a very strange thing indeed.*

[15.11.2018 15:26:22] Vagrant.Melia: "Curious."

[15.11.2018 15:27:47] Jane.Foster.: *In a way, Jane phases through the manifestation. To balance herself, she puts her left leg in front of her.*

[15.11.2018 15:28:40] Vagrant.Melia: "Compassion."

[15.11.2018 15:28:57] Jane.Foster.: *She turns around, with a bit of confused expression on her face.*

[15.11.2018 15:30:07] Jane.Foster.: *"Yeah... That didn't worked... Still, thank you. That's... The only way I can express my gratitude. If any."*

[15.11.2018 15:30:30] Vagrant.Melia: "We comprehend."

[15.11.2018 15:31:00] Jane.Foster.: *She smiled softly. "I'm glad."*

[15.11.2018 15:31:03] Vagrant.Melia: *It responded with a wave of compassionate feeling.*

[15.11.2018 15:33:03] Jane.Foster.: *She slowly walked away, then sat on a surface not so far from Melia's manifestation.*

[15.11.2018 15:33:41] Jane.Foster.: *She was quietly humming a melody the one that Melia was singing a while back.*

[15.11.2018 15:34:34] Jane.Foster.: *And staring at top, enjoying the feelings she was looking for the entire time, with no idea how to share them back.*

[15.11.2018 15:35:28] Vagrant.Melia: *It approached.*

[15.11.2018 15:36:13] Jane.Foster.: *She noticed Melia's manifestation and looked at her with curiosity.*

[15.11.2018 15:39:33] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to stare again.*

[15.11.2018 15:40:21] Jane.Foster.: *"I wonder... If I ever get to share this joy with anyone like you do. Or to share this joy back to you."*

[15.11.2018 15:40:45] Jane.Foster.: *"Because... I feel selfish when you do something like that and I can't do anything in return."*

[15.11.2018 15:44:23] Jane.Foster.: *She looks back at Melia "Why... Do I feel like you are staring into my soul even here?"*

[15.11.2018 15:44:29] Vagrant.Melia: "Attempt. It may prove a poor imitation, yet we will comprehend."

[15.11.2018 15:45:17] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement. There is no more absolute form than the mind."

[15.11.2018 15:47:03] Jane.Foster.: *"True that... Alright, an attempt is an attempt." She lied down on a surface, trying to concentrate.*

[15.11.2018 15:48:41] Jane.Foster.: *She was concentrating on the whole mindscape, it's calming, yet harmonizing surround.*

[15.11.2018 15:50:27] Jane.Foster.: *She knew that it was a fraction of the whole, but she could try to attempt to share the compassion she received in the emotional burst.*

[15.11.2018 15:51:00] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia was there, whatever direction she looked.*

[15.11.2018 15:51:31] Jane.Foster.: *She remembered the moment it hit her. She was just lying around like nothing, and then she constantly became the most happy person in the Sector.*

[15.11.2018 15:53:02] Jane.Foster.: *She searched her feelings in this very moment and attempted to express them through mindscape.*

[15.11.2018 15:54:12] Vagrant.Melia: *Given the nature and constraints of the construct it wouldn't get far. Melia would catch it all.*

[15.11.2018 15:54:26] Vagrant.Melia: *Still that would mean something in terms of overall resonance.*

[15.11.2018 15:55:12] Jane.Foster.: *Her initial intent was to share it with the whole, but Jane would be satisfied with any kind of result.*

[15.11.2018 15:57:15] Jane.Foster.: *She continues to express the feelings from the emotional hit, being oblivious of the result. Her entire efforts might be going to waste, but she was dedicated to it.*

[15.11.2018 15:58:30] Jane.Foster.: *As well as to accept any possible outcome.*

[15.11.2018 16:01:12] Jane.Foster.: *After a few moments, she opens her eyes and looks back at Melia. "Did it work?"*

[15.11.2018 16:01:56] Vagrant.Melia: "We have listened. Our kin may soon know."

[15.11.2018 16:03:10] Vagrant.Melia: "We must soon return to Moros."

[15.11.2018 16:04:02] Jane.Foster.: *She exhaled relaxing. "Yeah... I hope we soon get to spend more and more time like that."*

[15.11.2018 16:04:15] Jane.Foster.: *"Thank you, again."*

[15.11.2018 16:04:39] Vagrant.Melia: *It began to disassemble the mindscape and disengage, and refocused attention on its physical form.*

[15.11.2018 16:04:40] 2018-11-15 16:04:41 SMT  WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia

[15.11.2018 16:05:02] Jane.Foster.: *Jane slowly closed her eyes, so the disconnection won't be as traumatising.*

[15.11.2018 16:05:18] Jumping...

[15.11.2018 16:05:26] Jane.Foster.: *She then acknowledged herself in a real world, in Omicron Lost.*

[15.11.2018 16:05:28] Vagrant.Melia: *By the time they relocated, it had come to an end.*

[15.11.2018 16:07:56] Jane.Foster.: We will see eachother again, Melia. Take rest.

I... Was never so happy before in my life. Just meaningless happyness. And I couldn't share it with anyone. I still remember this burst. It was... So sudden. Like a shock. And then I suddenly wanted to smile, to forget all the bad in the world... To not care about it. To care only about these who are around me. And to care only about good things. It felt... Different. As if a new whole perception was revealed to me. But can one live like that? To care only about those who surround those who are close to them and don't care about any bad things?
That... Seems abit ignorant. But why would one care? I just won't give any meaning to any bad things in my life and prioritize the good. It might be worth a try.

If we don't end war, war will end us. - H. G. Wells

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