Toris, by all means, whenever I made the mistake of not having you on my ignore list with whatever forum account you were using, I either ended up getting emo poetry or you asked me whether I'd be down for a inRP gay forum RP, and I hope I don't need to remind you about you going nuts in the shoutbox.
If you are unable to deal with things you repeatedly mess up yourself inRP and have the balls of taking things as they happen, you have no place in Discovery, because nobody will give you the mercy of allowing you to retcon your actions until you're finally happy with the outcome.