I lost a friend today.

[Emperor Tekagi]

I am sorry to hear this. Losing someone close is fatal, it can pull you down so easily, into a depth you can hardly escape from. I can imagine too well how you feel. Stay strong, mate.I am glad to see you can stand up and speak about it, reminds me that deep within the Discovery community cares for each other, past all the dramas and crap.

I will honor your decision to lay down Cardamine for a week. I will follow your example and encourage GC| to take part in your "Zero Cardamine" week starting from now on. Wish you all the best.. and I remember flying alongside you, it was always enjoyable and I hope that contrary to the bad things happening, you won't lose your fun around here. Fun makes life worth it afterall.