Audio-Diary of the spiritual Sun

[Dark_Knight]

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19. Zazen

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The beggar walked on from house to house watching the sense doors, well restrained, alert and mindful. Soon his bowl was full.

Joyous occasions all around, a celebration is soon in order I believe. My long held wish of affecting more of the goings on in the Omicrons may soon come to pass. I admit my jubilations must be contained to have my mind be balanced for what is to come. When i was just a comfort woman on Shikoku, I never imagined my life leading up to this moment. I only wish that my daughter was still here to see me, how proud she would of been. Family, it comes back to me now and then but I do miss my daughter Hye-Hwa, there are many days when I pray for her. I can only hope she has been reborn with good Karma in this wide universe.

I believe I am ready to become administrator, I admit I am a little nervous of the whole ordeal and still overwhelmed that I am actually doing this. I must concentrate on what matters to be a Zoner administrator, the neutrality, the non-violence and the respect. The brotherhood are lead by a very eccentric individual and speaking with him will surely be a experience and a test for my commitment. As for the other ones within Theta, the Apostates shall indeed be a challenge. I cannot truly support either side, I must now let my left-wing leanings aside for now in order to facility the need for neutrality. I can only hope that I shall be able to continue peace within Theta and encourage it elsewhere perhaps. Some say I am foolish to have these peaceful leanings, but I feel they are a strength.