Leaving (Non-RP)

[Hemlocke]

I wish I could say I was one of the few people who stood the test of time, had the ability to keep bearing with this community through thick and thin, good and bad. But i'm afraid my time has come again, i'm just out of f*cks to give, with my 3 year-ish break in .85? Sh*t memory. I stepped away for personal reasons, and hoped upon my return things 'might' have gotten better. Though anyone who's been around here long knows that's probably the stupidest hope to have for this community, it never changes.

Now as you could figure out, based on where this is, i'm leaving again. This time, for good.(I hope to god) With a declining mental state, personal betrayals, life kicking my ass royally and all the life zapped straight out of the game for me, i'm afraid I just have no reason to push on in attempt to salvage my waning interest in this community/game.

There are those of you who will be happy when you see this, I hope to see you in hell.

Then there are those of you who stood by me, you know who you are, there's no reason to bring your names up here, but there were a few of you. And I thank you for all the fun times we had, for putting up with my less than ideal persona, both on incredibly sh*t days, and the good ones alike. I'm obviously an ass.

Hopefully one day this community will figure it's sh*t out, or it will remain utterly bitter, toxic and cruel toward one another till the day it breaths it's final breath. I expect the latter.

Now with all that said and out of the way, I'll be finishing what roleplay I have that remains unfinished, and I will depart. Hopefully for good, i never want to see this rotten place again.