Valerie looked at Wolfgang as he was talking, her eyes widening at every following sentance. In the midst of the conversation her head was fully bowed, and she looked as though she was crying. Then she shivered slightly and began to rise her head slowly. What he could see in her eyes was not grief and despair, but shear blazes of hell fire and anger. Her negative energy was of a nuclear device ready to exlpode in the middle of a heavy populated area.
" All my life...the same thing....over and over, repeating. What close to wear, which shoes to take. Pay this and pay that. In school teaching us thing that our own human nature fights from inside knowing that the doctrine is wrong. Mind numbed heavily programmed parents, repeating what they were tought, not even trying to use their own thought. Broken and corrupt organisations leading the blind, thirsty across the sea of water. Be nice to your brother, be nice to your sister, be nice to your neighbour.....all over and over again until you cannot take any more, and all happiness you find are the thoughts of looking down the barrel of a phaser. People are bullcraped to such a heavy extent and finally they are broken, reset and ready to serve and protect the system that is eating away at their sanity, little by little, and the only real choice they have is what kind of sauce they want in the burger they ordered. Until you die with a final imbeded lie - I have done well, made kids, payed my taxes, been good to my neighbour and served the commuity......"
She was still very shaken and distrought in a slight disbelief on a way she opened up to ths man she only recently met. With shaking hands she pulled a syringe from her pocket and stuck it in her leg with much difficulty. She emptied the whole syringe in her thigh muscle.Within seconds her hands and face began to come at pece. Her eyes were normal again and she stopped breathing heavily.
" You must excuse me for this Wolfgang, without Stabiline I...I cant.... I hope i havent made a fool out of myself, but the things you said, stirred my own thoughts about society and mass manipulation. I guess its hard for me to find people who share my thoughts. At least it was until this moment."
She sipped he cocktail and lit another cigarette, fully calm and in control at this point
