Loyola listened carefully, her face clearly indicates that he won't agree in the end and is having something to say. Yet, even being polite and not interrupting monk is trying to teach her wisdom. She would take a few short sips of tea while listening.
— If I will calm down and relax, my enemies will find a way to kill me. If I try to run really far and stop fighting, I will feel miserable and pathetic. And it won't really prevent some of them chasing me and trying to get me. Anger is what fuels me and is what helps me to survive. So the problem is that if I will follow your advice, I'd most likely not last long.