Fallen Angel of Malta

[RavenBlade1980]

Log 12/18/827

I was wondering around the Kusari systems and found a wreck of a small Kusari Naval ship and found a Minified Spyglass scanner. I quickly salvaged it and took it to the Hacker base Mactan in Magellan where they fixed it and installed it for a very good price. I only had to work as a waitress for 3 days and pay 20,000 credits which was a good deal. At least they where very nice to me and not harassing me. Now my ship has a working scanner that I don't have to constantly work on after I took a direct hit from a Liberty Navel gunboat when I was still part of the Outcast. That dam thing was so annoying. To my surprise they even fixed the FCS, a nice Lane Hacker maintenance worker named Bob Haskie worked on it for me for free and didn't ask for a thing in return. I did thank him and gave him a big hug and told him he reminded me of my father. My father was a very sweet man and was a wonder with tools and programming.


After a long flight to Okinawa I stopped at Sendai Research Complex for some long needed rest and maybe do some work for the Blood Dragons. After reaching Okinawa I had to stop and pause, this is a very beautiful system the star is one I haven't seen before, this is my first time being here. In my search for enlightenment I finally found the place I can reflect on the teachings of Yuyu Matsuda. I am trying to find my way to chose how I want to live my life I left everything behind, but I still struggle with it do I truly want to give my life and even sacrifice my life by the teachings of Yuyu Matsuda. I truly don't know right now. I still need to meditate but I cant get past the smell of my father in my ship. My father once told me when you are lost and are all alone you need only listen to your heart and follow it. Right now my heart says to read and learn and bear witness to all that it stands for. I do believe in it and accept it and am willing to die if that is needed to be.

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