Fallen Angel of Malta

[RavenBlade1980]

Log 12/19/827

I managed to get some good sleep last night which is rare for me now. While I was working at Sendai Research Complex's bar, I had a conversation with one of the Blood Dragons named Kenichi. He wanted to know some of my history because my last name was familiar to his family and I told him about my father and the fact I can trace my roots as a pure descendant all the way back to the Hispania. He was amazed being that children born with a heritage like mine is almost unheard of if not almost impossible. Then he asked why I left the Outcast and joined the GC I simply told him it was because of my heritage that being a girl of my age with the linage I have I was a prize that was wanted by every man on Malta. That my adopted father had arranged a marriage for me to be wedded with a 100year old man. Which is something I wouldn't tolerate and I ran into a Gen'an who told me about the teachings of Yuyu Matsuda and in my own search for freedom I found my way and I tried and failed to join them but it wasn't a total shutdown to join them but merely I needed to understand fully what Yuyu teachings where and what I must do and that right now I am searching for enlightenment to find my way. He then told me about how my father helped him when his ship was nearly destroyed by Kusari Navel fighters. How he gave him nano bots to fix his ship and fallowed him to the nearest Blood Dragon base. My father gave him a necklace and told him that one day his daughter Catalina would need help perhaps guidance one day as if my father knew that I would be in this situation I am in.

He handed me the necklace and told me that it is time he repaid his debt to my father. He simply told me that I was looking in all the wrong places for enlightenment that instead of flying system to system. I need only to sit still and to search in my heart what is it that seek, what is it that I want, what is it that draws me to what ever future that is right for me. You walked away from all you knew, all you loved, and now trapped in this half life, a life with no home but the ship you sleep in that was once the ship that belong to your father. The last bit of your past that no one could claim from you. That I am sure still smells of your father still has the picture of you, and him together when you where still a little girl and one of your mother. Then he said, I am sure you are sacred but once you find yourself your path will be clear and you will walk it unafraid and find that you are no little girl but a woman that even the most fiercest man will fear. It is in you a daughter of Malta the blood that runs through your veins that has never left just because you support a different faction only when your past present and future a line will you know what it is you want. The only place you need to search is your heart. And with that he left me a tip of 900 credits and bowed and left.

I sat for a long time after I finished with the bar and thought to myself, what the hell did he mean, holding the necklace that was given to me I recognized the insignia. Its was my mothers family crest. I knew he wasn't lying I then bought me some food went back to my ship then I put it on. It was as if I could feel my mothers spirit was near she was a fierce woman which attracted my fathers eye as he always told me. It seems that my future though uncertain will continue on I think I might do what he told me to sit in one place.

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