Fallen Angel of Malta

[RavenBlade1980]

Log 12/23/827

Today was an interesting one. I been sitting in Sendai Research Complex listening to the com chat and eating some sushi and drinking Saki. Then I heard the Gen'an preparing to combat Kusari Navel and police forces. I decided to join them. I quickly send a long range message to them asking if I could assist and they gave me the go-a-head. The Blood Dragons that was outside my ship was shocked seeing a petite girl wolfing down food like there was no tomorrow. I was just ready to go and maybe show that I am worthy of them at least in a fight, maybe more of the shear need to see some action of some kind. I have for weeks just been flying around systems exploring Sirius as well as my soul, with only a few moments of adrenaline by being jumped by Bounty Hunters or house police.

So I rendezvous with them on Ainu and then the battle was set we headed to the New Tokyo jump gate in Kyushu. It was a fierce battle was going well but I found my turrets were not good enough to hit a super heavy let alone anything smaller then a gunboat so I have sense changed from Outcast gunboat turrets to Solaris gunboat turrets. We did some major damage to a Kusari destroyer but a second one showed up and we had to pull back, to live to fight another day.

On my way to Malta to get my cardamine, it suddenly hit me everything I read everything I did my past,my exodus from Malta and the arranged marriage, the leaving all I knew to live the life of my own choosing it came full circle with this one battle and the trip to Malta I found what I was seeking the enlightenment I was searching for. These women who are ready to die to free Kusari from the corporations corruption, I now understand what they are fighting for I was always the outsider looking in. I was never fully able to grasp it till now. Now that I have seen how gracefully they fly and how fiercely they fought. My cause is their cause I am not so different from them even if the Outcast are aliened with them my fight isn't with the Outcast but simply my own heritage. I know all to well what its like to be force to accept a life that I didn't want, to be nothing but a breeder to bring more children of pure blood when my much older half brother already has done that already in mass with 14 children. I would never ever allow a 100 year old man to ever touch me. Now I only seek to fight at their side because I see I have more in common with them then I do my own Outcast blood. This is only a small step and I am sure I will have many more as time goes by.

My story is far from being finished but we just getting started

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