Krumai's Journey to the Light

[Krumai]

As I walk at the aisles of Ainu, a feeling comes to my mind:

"The Light is calling me."

What is "light", and how does it apply to me? I've been pondering on this since I flew my Ahoudori, the CH-Jestak. It was weeks ago, when I saw two vessels, one sporting Nomad weaponry. At first, I wondered, what is wrong with it? Then a group of Sisters came to watch accusations thrown by the two on who is "infected". Nevertheless it seemed a duel would ensue.

It did. The pilot of the Sutinga stood no chance to the seemingly-hybrid ship. We set course to Tohoku in pursuit of the strange vessel. Apparently there is a huge structure, known to the humans as "Heaven's Gate", which is known for hosting members of infected humans known as the Aoi. I presume the ship that went to Heaven's Gate had docking access, and so we turned back to Ainu. A nice sip of mádʰu, and then...

I remembered there were another two ships belonging to Enma Loyola and Eliza Valdez. I immediately got onboard the Jestak and had a lengthy conversation with the two. Talked about my religion, my heritage, and my culture. And here was this realization that struck me the most: the so-called "light". Everything seemed to fit within my beliefs that I couldn't resist to forget what the two strangers said to me.

Weeks pass, everything was uneventful. From communal meetings, to traditional festivals and language recital, they all went well. Except of course me. I still can't forget why the feeling came to me, since my cell's notion applies only figuratively.

So I began to ponder. What is telling me? Is everything I believe real? I came up with no precise answer, only the persistent feeling that I had. Whoever it is, it is trying to guide me. It is definitely real, a fact proven by my own experiences. And whatever rewards it may bring, this is my destiny that I should follow.

As I mumble about my own life from this point. I lazily wake up from my slumber as usual, have the usual breakfast and then my own daily poem:

"Hušásas ĉubʰrám ráwkʲas sm̥tráH HsántiH" (The ever-present light of Ushas)
"Nas ĉŕ̥dH HwásuH mánasaH pr̥náHti" (Fills our hearts with a good mind)
"SárHwaH gm̥tíš náwyas pántaHs" (Every step is a new path)
"Ráwkʲas nas krátuš ĉubʰrás Háparas práti Hásti" (The light is our idea for a bright future)