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Ashlyn Gearing

05-27-2021, 12:23 AM, (This post was last modified: 05-27-2021, 01:24 AM by Ashlyn Gearing.)

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ENTRY #06 - Long Journey Home

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Sigh... somehow I got outta this mess, hell... that I got through that... unbelievable.

I'm so relieved but I'm done with everything for a while, just want to reach out to my warm bed home... still will take a while to return, called paps I'm safe and sound and will return soon. As I went home over Kusari I was left in awe, no signs of junk, these beautiful nebulae and stars... Kusari surely is something, but seems their people can be really... dense?

In New Toyko I've met some pirate or... terrorist... both in one? Whatever, a so called GC, whatever these weirdo's are. Seemed to be quite flirty... a bit mesmerizing, focus Ash... don't fall for your ... uhh... Well luckily the girl spared me, seemed more interested otherwise but thanks but no thanks. I've seen enough scary stories for a while, though getting hijacked by some evil lady had som-- GAH focus Ash. Anyway, we had more suddenly a talk about god and the world and politics, she told me her story of her life, geez some people really are going through shit.

I can really feel myself lucky, more than ever probably, another pirate arrived there aswell, told me she views it as a sport or something. She was... annoying, then even continued stalking me behind, told her to bugger off... when flying home the person still went after me and we began to chat. I'm more than ever confused, well feeling sorry for both the shit they go through, but does that justify their grief to other people? I mean who am I when doing some freelancing, signing up also to potentially kill people... oh the irony. Really don't know what to think after all this, whole world view is... yeah.

Turns out the pirate had lost their home to the state, when Liberty played her power over the people on Erie... some serious shit definitely. Starting to look at my good old home with other eyes now, but already seen shit on Denver, be poor, get treated as a criminal, hell they even deported poor people to camps in the past in the mountains to freeze and work, can feel lucky that my family didn't ended up like this.

Still seems the girl was in big debt for her as she calls it stupid decision, but then even dragging me in a robbery? Or "donation"? One trader came by and the girl let her charme play or something... we got both paid though I didn't even said anything... Whatever Ash, I'm not the evil one here... r-right? What even is good and evil. Geez, not getting philosophical now. She has shown me a freeport to stay over to get more rest, I will be home soon for sure. Hm, should mayhaps start to judge people differently, don't really know what to feel anymore, I'm so close but everything feels so far from my old life, it is strange. What the next days will bring to me?

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