I usually don't do this right after waking up, but there is no chance to avoid it now. I need to write, I need to get my head free of the thoughts that follow me since last night. The place Sara and Mii showed us is beautiful, yet, I haven't really slept at all. Munich, Planet Nuremberg... The pictures won't leave. My mental strength is leaving me, I am growing weaker. I am trying to stay strong... for the girls, for Jaina, for Caz and Buck... for all my friends. I have to manage, I have to make them proud. I fell asleep from time to time. The dream I had, the nightmare I had, it is adding to the pictures. They are haunting me... no, they are hunting me.
Despite everything that is happening, I can't give up. I promised my friends something, all of them. I will never break a promise I have given, never. However, Caz and Buck and even Jaina told me to stay clear from danger, something I can no longer do. We will venture to the Omicrons one day. And when that day comes, I will be ready and I will come back. It hurts to leave them behind in Liberty, but if I would ask Jaina, she would probably come with us. The same with Caz and Buck. But I can't tell them exactly what we are planning. I have to protect them. I will not let them get into danger because of me. I will protect... everyone.