What are friends, I ask you. Friends are a group of people that should trust each other, would I answer. What is trust I ask you. Trust is having confidence, faith, or hope in others, I would answer. What is betrayal, I ask you. Violation of a person's trust or confidence, I would answer.
Friends should trust each other, they stand with each other. Strong as individuals, stronger as a group. I have faith in all of them, yet, they do not have any in me. I trust all of them, yet, they do not trust me. I have confidence in all of them, yet, they do not have any in me. I can survive a knife in the back from a person I barely know, but I can't survive a knife in my heart from a person I consider a friend. Maybe I am really just too weak, too naive to understand how space works. Maybe I should just go back to my work like before, not minding other people's business. I feel like there are only three people in this sector I can really trust, I can rely on because they were always there when I needed them. They showed care, want to protect me. But they would never betray me like that. They would never leave me behind. Caz, Buck, Jaina, you were right. Space is dangerous, very dangerous.
