While this sucks to read, I know the difficult times you've been having of late. Everyone takes a break, or leaves for a bit and will inevitably return.
Disco is one of them slivers of ice in the heart for many, and I'm sure that will be true of you.
Thank you for everything you did. Your hard work and frankly sheer determination. Your friendship. The laughs, to which there were many; especially including watching you fail at docking a trade lane about 50 times in a row!
Wish you all the best, mate, truly. Do pop back in when you feel up to it some day down the road. I'm sure we'll all still be here.