HAHAHAHAHA. GUESS WHAT. AGAIN. ALSO, inb4 "WHO ASKED!!!!?????", please scroll through the thread and check my reply about it. Really.
Plus, it's really just disrespectful, regardless of the context or the person to act like this, but I am not judging, this is beyond my capacity, it is just my opinion since I've been hit with it a few times already. Think before posting.
Just gonna edit the title myself because its unclear and i'm sure a few people will mistake this as some RP thread.
As of last Thursday night, right before going back to college, I had a physical injury whereas I fell from my chair... (tl:dr in the spoiler at the end of the first part) So my GP wrote me a a letter to let me heal away from college (even though I can literally abuse this since I'm in limbo, I can use this as a 2-weeks getaway card anytime, since it's been done while my dossier is in limbo, LMFAO).
...abruptly and under circumstances I won't describe. Today I did some X-rays scans (or whatever is their name in English, sorry), and thank God nothing is broken according to my GP, I most likely have a cracked rib, the conclusion coming tomorrow. But I basically can't stand for much, my left side (despite falling on the right one... Thanks Gravity and fat) is making me suffer, my right hand is in pain, and I have one finger that basically can't be used due to how it hurts, and in fact the whole arm hurts, particularly the wrist.
And if that wasn't enough, my back is hurting as well - the right shoulder (of course since I fell on it) is not broken but it quite injured), both shoulders hurts like a mfer, but the left one is okay, and finally my left leg for some fucking reason, I literally have no reason to why this particular part hurts so bad. My parents denied me treatment I was prescribed from the hospital when I went visit it, which is understandable but Christ I am in pain. Eh, such is life.
TLDR: I fell hard. Limbs hurts. Can't do much. Will take about a month to fully recover. Life tanking also. (bonus part of spoiler thingy)
Also, I have an average of four or more med. appointments per week, it's not that time-consuming or annoying by itself, but at a certain point, it takes a toll on motivation. Not counting the mental health, without delving into detail because I don't want to, which was recovering, is right now taking a nose dive and is going straight for a straight crash. I haven't been preparing properly for college, so I'm definitely heading straight for failure, again. I know that but, I have no other choice. Hey, maybe societal collapse will happen at the right time. (JOKE.)
And finally (I'm tired of typing): stress about college (ironically for nothing as of yet, plus my university dossier went through a warp hole and basically is in limbo for some reason so yeah, it was absolutely for nothing), other problems (remnants from COVID-19 II, IRL problems (a lot), makes it quite a challenge to log, or to even go to the computer. I feel like I'm starting to give up and embrace that """lifestyle""" (Self-imposed House Arrest Gang).
And yep, and this was juust literally hours, before going back to college. I don't know if it's God that wants to keep me as a NEET or whatever, but damn. Those last days were really, really unlucky.
Either way, please, please, excuse me for my lack of participation everywhere.
But I will play, of course. I'll continue to play my mafia characters, roleplay my weird [GN] Maréchal, bring back my [FLG] character, and whatnot, of course. But, at an even more reduced pace. And I'm truly sorry for that. Like, it's one of the only time I regret not being able to play Disco like I want. It's only when you "lose" something that you recognize its true value. Hopefully it'll teach me yet another lesson (hey, maybe I'm speedrunning life lessons).
Cheers, and I hope to see you all in game very soon, and for longer than 15 minutes, at least I hope to regain my motivation in general, not just vidya soon. Have a good one.
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