The Wayfarer

[Caliban]

[entry log#9]...

[terminal location: Personal Quarters]...

[recording]...

IDENTIFICATION: Ego

SUBJECT: Tired

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I'm tired already. It's been days since I last slept and I can't seem to be able to solve this problem. It might have something to do with the junk I'm on. Constantly injecting Radoxol and other chemicals I mixed it up with. I know I'm being watched. He's watching my every move and I watch his every move. Passing through the walls, the droids - giving in to my hate towards Revenant. He wanted me to shoot her. I wanted myself to shoot her, too.

But I didn't. What good was she for if she was dead? I've pulled a sham on Kimiko by using this lunatic. And I've had my conversation with that sick alien everyone calls "Harbinger"...although to be honest now I kind of regret not pulling the trigger when I could've. All those fragments. All those memories he's had with her? The...few good times I remember. Were all of them a ruse? A plan cleverly made by an infectee. Harbinger did something to her as a solution to the sickness she bears. "Administered" the solution within her. I can only think of two such things and I like neither of them.

Soon I will be trading her off to Kimiko. She already sent me part of the money for Raven, which I used to employ two ships. Eight and Twelve are active for now. Maybe we'll have an easier time scratching up cash to stay afloat. I won't have to deal with her presence anymore, either. And then I will switch places again. I don't know where. But maybe somewhere secluded.

...as stupid as it sounds I need to meditate. Harbinger has given me a way to reach the Vault. I can't fix the Key, but maybe I can glue up what's left of it. Alone, though.

No, alone is better. Nobody will understand. I can't trust anyone.

[recording complete]...

... [saved]

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"Test the sharpness of your sword against another. And when that is not enough, unsheathe your cunning as the hidden dagger that ends the fight."

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