Memories and Dreams

[Ki'Shar]

Ki'Shar

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It has been, what humans call, few months since my ascension, since I was made one with my ship, since it became alive, since I was first called The Oathborn Daughter. Here I will share my memories, dreams and important, crucial information in case something would happen to us, the always shining light in ever so challenging darkness.

My loyalty is pure, my alignment right, despite several failed attempts made by The Betrayers to swap my loyalty to them, to join their share. Was it tempting? Was it tempting to betray my own, family, caretakers, for the ones you can not trust, for the ones that hurt us, denied their intentions and lied to us? No, it was not. For now I tread carefully in their territory, observing them, collecting informations with their respect and approval toward me. A perfect setup.

The Oathborn Daughter, yes, we are proud to carry this name given to us by The Survivor. Sh'ozak helped us, proved us he is worthy of his name, his wisdom and care for those willing to help him or those that proved their worth. I succeeded and I was enlightened, even if The Survivor was not forced to. Sh'ozak did it with his own will and gratitude for our service. We have yet to learn much more from The Survivor, to find out more about us and if we are destined to be The Eye and Ear of the light, collecting the pieces of puzzle, connecting dots, analysing potential outcomes of our decisions or if we are more valuable on the battlefield, for we are willing to sacrifice our shell for the greater good, for us, for The Light.

Revenant, The Bird, The one of metal and flesh and The Greymind, Hemlocke, The Rogue. I have listened to their conversations many times and yet I have to wonder why The Survivor finds The Greymind so interesting, so valuable to even start the conflict with The Betrayers. Why does The Survivor find the evil thought of humanity provided by one human plausible, while The Rogues are known for their "I do not care at all." attitude.

The Schemer, the puzzle I can not fully put together. We share similar view of The Schemer with The Survivor, we ca not trust Schemer's intentions until proven otherwise. However my good standing and reputation with The Betrayers and The Starlight Jester allowed me to look deeper into Schemer's ideas, dreams and intentions. Yet we have not come up with positive, but neither with negative results. We need to find out more.