[MFE]~Healing.Heart, Sonja Wilkes Doctors Office , Sigma 15 Sonja: you don't need to be the Strongest Weapon in the Arsenal or the Best Fighter and Soldier to be an important part of the Rheinwehr Traudel. And about those Faceless Enemys, I can tell you that I would advise you to Trust your Instincts. If you are Suspicious about something then Act Accordingly, it is not bad to be too Careful instead of being Clueless and Suprised.
Sonja Smiled Kindly and made some Notices as she listened to the things Traudel told her about the Encounters she had with the Nomads, she knew a lot about them and how they operated as she was part of the Light herself. But this was something that she could never tell Traudel, even when the knowledge would help her friend to understand the things that had happened better. As a Doctor, she had made an oath that she would help, but to Reveal this secret would put her life in Danger. She smiled at Traudel and talked to her in a Clam Voice.
Sonja: Nomads are one of the Big Mysteries of the Universe. I can't tell you why the First Nomad Spared your Life, but from the Encounters I had with them so far, I can tell you that they do not always behave as we expect them. Sometimes they are Like Curious Children that Discover the World through Trial and Error. And that this Nomad didn't Blow up your ship must not mean that it has seen you as "Not Worth it" I rather think that this Nomad might have seen something in your mind that made it believe that you were a Worthy Woman that should not fall from its hands, or Tentacles or whatever else they have.
She knew that it could have many Reasons why the nomad has spared but she also knew that the ways in which the Light ones Decided what to do were often hard to understand from a Human Point of View. She smiled at Traudel and looked at her as she decided that she would share one of her own Storys from the Time before she Joined the Light.
Sonja: You are right that I had also Experienced with Nomads, to be honest, I had quite a Few. Not all were nice ones, but I survived them all. I can tell you about one of my experiences that I had that also left me Confused. Back then I was still flying as a Transport Pilot for Freeport 5. I was flying through the Void and was all alone as a Huge Noad Form Appeared in front of me. I was shocked as this thing had the Size of the Healing Heart and I was in my Small Litle Dromedary. I thought I would not survive it, but the Nomad didn't want to harm me. It Carefully Entered my mind and Showed me weird Images while I think it looked through my Memories. I don't know what I have seen in there, maybe what my Husband did with me, or how I saved Niki, or anything else. But in the end, I heard in my mind that I am "Pure" and then it disappeared as soon as it appeared right in front of me. I don't know why it simply Spared me when I was just a Fly in Comparison with it, or what it meant to be "Pure", But the next time I encountered a Nomad I had to use my Cloak to Escape because it attacked me.
She smiled kindly at Traudel while she sees how Niki rolled on her back and presented her belly for Scratching and pets. she was a weird Cat as she loved things that other Cats totally Hated, like getting her Belly Rubbed or taking a Shower with Sonja. Her Litle Companion loved to let the Warm Water Run over her pelt and to get Cleaned by Sonja while they are under the Water.
Sonja: you can Touch her Belly Niki Loves that, I believe sometimes that she is a Half Dog. But back to your Experiences. As I said Nomads are Wierd Beings, at least from our Human Perspective. So you see it had Probably nothing to do with that belief that you are "Not Worth It", it was probably the Wierd Logic of the Nomads. But as we talk about this, do you have the Feeling that you aren't good enough often? I can tell you that Doubts are normal, but if they Dictate your Life then we might have to Work on this. I for example can tell you that i and Niki Treat you the way we do because we like you, You are a Nice Person to talk to and I Treat you like the Friend you are to me.
