This could be my last post.

[Connor]

Hi guys.

Well I'm back in the UK now away from that shitfest. Got back yesterday afternoon. No lasting physical injuries thankfully. I got really luck with that one. I've read all the kind words you've left me in this thread and it really warms my heart from all the support you guys have given me. Unfortunately it was just me who returned. My three mates I went out with were all killed in action however being completely honest we all understood and expected it to be a one way trip. I used to think that survivors guilt was a myth but I have certainly felt it. It is what it is. Taking today and maybe tomorrow to sort myself out then I'm gonna to be spending a lot of time with my friends and family in the coming weeks. It'll be nice to catch up with them all. Again, thank you for the support. It really ment a lot.

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