From:____ ____LevanHarlow
To:___________Lazurith
Subject:______Going back
Hey.
I have stuffed my things into the cockpit and cargo hold, and am making my way back to Liberty now. I want to go to Pennsylvania first, see if I can see Aspen for a last time. I just want to know she is doing well. Maybe I can find her where I found her when I first met her.
I do not know what is happening, Kris, but, I- I am not made for that. A few days ago I got my first kiss from a woman, then I find robot ships and aliens and ghost sluts and all those political people speaking complicated words. Maybe Aspen was right, I should go to Erie and find peace somewhere where a very simple person like me belongs. Maybe they have a mining company down there, where I can apply my experience with a plasma cutter. Or maybe I do what Tamara said and go down her kind of business road. According to her, I have the right caliban for that, and am pretty enough.
I do not know. Right now, I feel exactly the same as when I left Pittsburgh, just with less pain and a lot more WaSPs and money. I wish I could have spent more time with you, Lazurith, but I am way too scared of everything, and not clever enough to understand why things are the way they are. Maybe if I had been to school for a few more years, things would be different.
I hope Rebecca can protect you. I certainly cannot. I am useless.
