I guess that rot you mentioned is affecting your brain.
I did not lie to you. Those logs are not even complete. Nevertheless you can tell I was busy and not exactly able to hear everything.
And now you threaten me? I guess you finally come back to our initial contract, huh? A bit late for that. If you want to kill me, try. I either steal a bit more of your time to rot, or you do us all a favor and kill me, just as I asked you to. You will definitely not get any more money from me. As far as I am concerned, you are nothing but a scammer. You have made everything worse. A lousy mercenary, a lousy therapist. I am a thousand time rather a nobody than being a disappointment like you. I bet you do not even have a "worm".
So, come, get me. Do us all a favor. End it. At least I do not need to bother with your stupidity anymore. Blow me up, earn your money. All I ever wanted. Just follow my stench.