From:____ ____LevanHarlow
To:___________Lazurith
Subject:______I still love you
I do not know why you cannot leave now.
I just do not understand you anymore. Nothing makes sense. All I can tell is that Relevant is not trustworthy at all, and you have to admit, looking at everything that happened today, it is more than obvious that she is a monster.
She contacts me out of nowhere, on a private channel, knowing I am out there. She tries to intimidate me, tries to silence me, commands me not to meet Silverstone, repeatedly keeps telling me that I paint myself as target if I do not comply. Then she says I will get watched. In that moment, red signatures show up on my scanners. Three or four, at max range. I confront her about it, they vanish. She denies having anything to do with that.
Lea did not know what I was talking about, but said herself she saw something purple in the distance. Relevant's color, you know that yourself!
Then, says "I need to get back to Rheinland anyhow", knowing I am there! How does she know, I ask you!? Of course she claims it was just a coincidence after I called her out on it. I am the one with the conspiracy theory, right?
Then you show up, with Rebecca, and she knows it. The first wave shows up, they focus on ME. I got hit by probably a hundred of those missile things? Lea almost lost all of her equipment. You yourself saw it, they were focusing the Kay!
Then, what a coincidence, Revanent shows up and right in that moment that big space fish appears and once again, goes for me! Hell, I have guncam footage of that! I am not crazy!
And then she insists that I leave the station! Tries to get me out of Clown, gets angry when I do the only logical thing and seek shelter at the battleship. And what happens? Nothing. They did not follow Lea and me. We were safe at the Altenburg. Funny, huh?
And you know what? Relevant left, and the thing was gone, too. So how am I not supposed to count one and one together? "Yeah, all those other people will be after you, totally not me." Shut up, cunt! She has been nothing but trouble. She wants to silence me? Fine. But I have you know, she was the one that lead me to the space fish... thing in Inverness. When you and Gestalt talked to those... obviously alien guys.
Why is there an alien thing in Inverness? Why is the Valoran Citadel so close to it? Why do these things show up when Relevant is around? Iron Brawler said it himself, Technomancers were around in Sigma-15 when he got attacked by the Wild. Why? Why!?
And just when I try to understand all this, and listen to the random stuff she mumbles on the group frequency - I am not sure if she knew I was still listening - all attention gets redirected to Caliban allegedly shooting himself.
I... need time to understand all of this. Maybe I am wrong, but... this is painfully obvious. Spin it how you want it, she is the biggest threat to me now. I do not know how she does it, but... she has her ways. Does that sound so much more crazy than zombies and ghost women?
Anyway. Aspen wants to talk to me. About all of this.
I... want to trust you, Kristoff, but you... need to get away from her. Come to me, be with me. She is a monster, and you know that. I do not understand why you are so attracted to horrible women.
