I crossed the path of Caliban, weeks after I heard he was dead. I do not know much about him, but the bribes of the discussion I assisted tells me he is a broken mind with personality disorder? There were those Technocrats again. I feared something bad would happen and nothing happened by all chance. I need to talk to him again. I do not know what exactly, but I feel, I am slowly diving in something I should not. I was always told by Levan or his contacts 'The less I know, the better'.
But why Levan.. Why do you keep silence when I want to try to be there? I want answers from him. Not about nomads or what I was told by Caliban, 'Sentinels'. I just want to know if Levan is fine. It's normal to be worried after a friend, right? I want to be there for him like I tried to do back then with a man... I feel the story is starting all over. I meet someone I find interesting, something bad happens and no news after. Do... do I need to consider him dead? I do not know.
I will remain in Liberty a moment just to... change my mind I guess.
After some days from the meeting with Caliban, I made up my mind and I crossed again his path. We had a duel and it looked bad for what I might plan to do. He advised me to get other guns than what I possess, but I prefer not. I contacted the Core for a job, I wait their answer and I also met Levan. I... I have weird thoughts because of his girlfriend. I will take a moment to clear my mind, drink a lot and forget about what was said.
I will soon depart from Liberty. Direction, the Omicrons and it might be my last travel, maybe not. Life is filled with surprises and I can't stop thinking the worse at times. It is scary.
