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user hotel-1-5 logged in... user hotel 1-5 running application "My Journal"... encryption protocols running... encryption level = HEAVY... | Entry Number: Four. | Entry title: Madness. | Date of entry: 13/01/834 The hit's just keep on coming. Raven has clearly lost it, even took a shot at me. I held back for Kris's sake, but on the bright side, it seems Kris has finally realised just how far gone all this madness is. Or maybe I'm the mad one? I realised I kind of brushed over Imogen's death kind of quickly but I also can't really bring myself to be mad at Cal or Wisp over it. Maybe I've just gotten bitter enough to the point that I'm expecting to be let down by friends. That I'm just too used to people I care about dying. But, still, it wasn't like I was entirely close with her, and we didn't speak for years. I mean I know she said she was going on that trip and all ahead of time but I don't know anymore, still can't help feel like she wasn't around when I really could have used a friend. Then that mess with Pysche and, maybe I should have tried pulling Imogen back from the brink but if she was willing to let them hurt Kris then maybe it was already too late, but I just don't know anymore. Maybe I'm just letting Raven's whole thing of being empty outside of Kris get to me. I don't like the thought of that, the thought of winding up like her. Fuck... Maybe I'm just utterly bollocked anyway. Must be, I'm on bloody Manhattan, I've seen more of this sector in the last six months than I have the rest of my entire life. How did you get to this point, Becks? user hotel 1-5 closing file... user hotel 1-5 logging off...