»TO: Hemlocke

[Hemlocke]

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Recipient(s): -Revenant-
Sender: <|> Josie "Rose" Hemlocke <|>
Location: <|> Dark Matter Interference <|>
Subject: <|> Turmoil <|>

"Individual."

"I've said this to many before, by way of pushing off unfair judgement of the self. /We are not ourselves when desperate/. For how long have you been desperate, Revenant. From all that I've seen, it appears to be from the very moment you understood your life was forfeit. You have not accepted your mistake, you have clung to others, sapping them of life, of sanity, of hope, just to see some speck, a glimmer at the end of the tunnel, that your life may not crumble to dust."

"Then allow your rage to consume you. When their behavior puts that manipulation in jeopardy."

"Kimiko. Lazurith. Vincent. Caliban. Aspen."

"The rage that consumes you, is the rage of a dying animal, that scorns the darkness creeping up on it as the light begins to fade. The revelry of destruction, a symptom of self loathing, of which you have struggled with for quite some time. You know what it is that you do. You've questioned it countless times."

"You have not been yourself, since before we ever met. Your life, is nothing but desperation and delusion."

"Kimiko and Sh'ozak certainly did a number on my mental, oversteps that I barely recovered from, perhaps I did not deserve a second chance, perhaps you do, yet, /life isn't about deserving, it never was/."

"From the moment you turned your weapons against me, claiming some "implant" forced you to do it. I have not considered you an individual. You, are a slave, of which I spent far too much time attempting to break from its shackles."

"Guilt. Hatred. Dreams. Curiosity. Implants. Incubus."

"You have been right about one thing, however, Revenant. It seems all are fated to betray and turn against you. The problem is you never cared to understand why, as ever, the mind that seeks enlightenment, is blind to all those /beneath it/, void of self-awareness or understanding of others."

"You always wanted to be more than you are, to unlock the secrets of the stars, to understand all there was and yet to be, your fatal flaw was dismissing your humanity, and failing to understand that you yourself were not above the pitfalls of our species."

"Though at this point, both hives and now some orphaned elder playing at god have violated your mind so far beyond repair I'm genuinely shocked you even remember my name all these years later."

"You don't even remember how you got here."

"This journey was a doomed effort from the start, the moment you let that thing inside of you, you've used everyone around you as a tool to further your own goals. You've been around this wretched universe of ours long enough to know your hope is misplaced."

"If you require proof, you need look no further than the fact you sold your soul to your husband's greatest enemy for the lie of salvation."

"You and I have cheated death for far too long, what separates us is that I would sooner die, than kneel and beg to be saved."

"Your only hope of a peaceful one now is to take matters into your own hands."

"Die a free woman, or continue clawing and begging for every inch that alien will give you towards eternal servitude."

"It makes no difference to me."

~ Hemlocke ~

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