Diary. I had almost half a year of thinking now behind me. I was gone, again. Camille was afraid and worried. They were afraid I was dead. Could have very well been dead. But no, here I am. Some interesting days are behind me. A lot of things happened. Let's start.
First. Laz. I don't know what happened to him. The last time we spoke months ago, he was happier. Sounded brighter. He seems rather distant, uninterested. Maybe I did something wrong. Maybe being friends was just an imagination, I don't know. We will see.
Second. Revenant. I am not sure what is up with her. Yesterday, she stopped me from making a mistake. Did she send Nightshade to watch over me? To make sure I was safe? Or did she send him to spy on me and make sure I am not spilling anything to the Lane Hackers? Or is she trying to make sure I am not falling further into my dream, into Psyche's arms? Psyche.. Kimiko. Well, matters not. Psyche said to trust her, so I will, for now. Maybe Revenant has a heart. Maybe, even though we don't know each other for long, she cares.
Third. Psyche. Kimiko. I am not sure what happened but she showed me something. She didn't need to, she tried to stop me but I insisted. It hurt. My head, it felt like I was rammed by a Rhino. If you ever read this, Kimi, then know that whatever I do, is for you. For your goal, my goal. Don't even think that anything bad that is happening to me would be your fault. My heart.
Fourth. Camille. I hope that one day you can forgive me for scaring you. I shouldn't have disappeared. I should have told you what was going on. You are my sparkling star on even the darkest of horizons. Both. You and Kimiko. Thank you for everything, my soul.
Elaine will make a copy of this diary entry. If something happens, it will be sent to Camille. My whole world is going to change in the following days, weeks, months.
The Light shall stand triumphant. The light will guide us.
