Iekahara, Mieko | Auxiliary Diary

[Nodoka Hanamura]

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AUTHOR: Mieko 'Yoruha' Iekahara ENTRY NO.: 04-001 ENTRY TITLE: Old Demons ENTRY DATE: May 27th, 834 AS | 1100 Sirian Universal Coordinated Time ENTRY LOCALE: ACV Achlys, Inverness System, Auxesian Space ENTRY TYPE: Text I return to service today after the Memorial service for Hanamura-sensei and the others - and am greeted by a scramble order to intercept of all things, a Kusari Office of Intelligence gunboat that had been causing problems for us and Prometheus in Cortez. I'm.. still processing my thoughts about the memorial and the wounds being raw from all of the crying from that day.. the.. stress I had.. it all hurt so much to go through it. I broke down singing that song before everyone. I still feel awful about how that one man, Klein - one of the maintenance staff who came to represent Freeport 11, coming to pull me away from the lectern during it all.. I know he wanted to help, but I feel so ashamed. Why didn't we stand our ground and fight..? At least if we lost.. we could run to Auxesia and spend our days on Elgin. Leviathan would have at least guaranteed us that.. that or just did what I have.. and secure a plot of land on Gran Canaria? My emotions are a mess. I promised myself, Leviathan - that I would not repeat my sister's mistakes.. and I almost did today. Why can't I just let go.. ATTACHMENTS: NONE

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