Nodoka Hanamura | Diary

[Nodoka Hanamura]

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AUTHOR: Nodoka Hanamura ENTRY NO.: 01-003 ENTRY TITLE: Tracks ENTRY DATE: August 10th, 834 AS | 1420 Sirian Universal Coordinated Time ENTRY LOCALE: OCS Utsunomiya, The Barrier ENTRY TYPE: Video The report from Sanzu, along with the raw report from our drone, Ootori-419, came to my desk today. Looking it over I come to realize that interesting times are ahead. Thus far we've no information or intelligence on Prometheus, something I am going to possibly sort out personally in the very near future with this 'Megiddo' figure. Other than that, we have finally some sort of idea on Auxesia's capabilities.. and suffice to say, they're.. impressive. Valravn Citadel is abuzz with traffic, and the onboard EW systems on our drone made getting the images quickly and safely quite easy. We couldn't really linger for long lest the turrets on those platforms start burning through the jamming and started firing on it. We also got a report that 419 did see Leviathan in the Independent Worlds, namely in Cortez, heading for god knows where, before he faded from 419's onboard search radar. Ootori was given orders to not communicate with him if he was alone and in transit, simply to monitor. The last thing I want Auxesia to think is we're actively spying on them. Though, I dread the idea of bringing up the Kusari question to Leviathan. If my fears are valid, and Leviathan wants Auxesia to have closer ties to Kusari.. suffice to say our odds of coordinating or being subordinate as planned, helping with the Liberty situation.. may not work out. I posited the concerns to Bride, and she said that our next best chance, is to work with Der Plattform or another Bundschuh sect, NWB. Beyond that.. we don't have much for options. If.. it comes worst to worst. Then my aspirations may never come to pass. Suffice it to say, I do not intend to simply surrender to Kusari, unless it is in nuclear inferno, nor will I follow Mieko's footsteps, and dissolve Ouroboros and enter the ranks of the Technocracy, knowing that they play niceties with Kishiro willingly. I can tolerate not interfering with their economic aspirations with the Keiretsu, as foolish as it is. But I will not be complicit in it. I would sooner slit my own throat. My goals then.. will to be to wage what can only be compared to the Arabic concept of Jihad. A suicidal, no holds barred, no mercy aspiration to accomplish what goals I can. Recovering my sister, if she is still in Kishiro's custody. Granting Mieko and Jae-un closure in their past. And if I can flee the wrath of Kusari.. retire to live my days on Gran Canaria with what family I have left - or die trying. If Kusari at large comes for me. I will make one last testament of anger and vexation, against all who stand in my way, a message, that the transgressions against me will simply not be forgiven - they are unforgivable. If they did not want me to undertake this path - they should have unfroze me when we arrived. Not 800 years later. They took my mother, my siblings, from me. They cast me into a strange, alien, cold world - where for every kindness I have been afforded, I have been met with cold shoulders and cut-throat sentiments. And the people who have rendered those kindnesses.. Mei.. Marisa.. Nerva.. Mia.. Akira.. the Harpies.. Aiko.. Kyu.. Vex.. They all have fallen into the ether. Suffice to say, What Leviathan, What Raven, what Kusari, Liberty, Sirius - fail to realize... Is I am a woman with little left to live for. And when one has little to live for - those kinds of people - are the most dangerous. And when they explode - their immolation parallels the largest of stars. 権力者たちが私を祝福してくださいますように。そうでなければ私は地獄に落ちてしまいます。 May the powers that be bless me. For I am hellbound otherwise. ATTACHMENTS: NONE

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