Every day I look out of the window I see something new. One star more beautiful than the last. I remember the days where I was too scared to even leave Liberty. My first time outside of Liberty was when I flew escort for a convoy to the Sigmas. It was my first time doing anything in space back then. The time when I was still a pacifist. I saw many things during the last six or seven years. There was never a true constant in my life except one. That I always lost friends, no matter what happened. Caz and Buck. Mi. Sara. Iris. I miss them, you know. Maybe I shouldn't have disappeared for a while back then. Maybe we still could be friends. I just hope they are okay and can live a wonderful life. Some of them might be dead. If so, then I hope their souls can venture freely among the stars. The Eternal Flame will guide them.
Among the stars, that is what I am right now. We travel. We fly free. Nothing can stop us! We are free, like birds! Birds? I hope I didn't summon Revenant by accident. Oh well. If so, she would be welcome to tag along. At some point. But she is way too busy, I assume. She hated it when I said 'Hi' to her.
I really am tired, dear Diary. The last days were the happiest in my life. And I still have these thoughts in the back of my head. If this works out. If we stay together then I might not be cursed after all. She promised. She swore. She will protect me, from those that want to harm me and from myself. She event wants to kill for me so my hands and mind stay clean.
Diary, can you shut up? I know it is stupid. Barely a week and already like this? I can't tell you how or why. All I can say is that I just can't stop smiling. I am afraid that my mouth will stay like this forever now. The Grinning Girl. Gosh, creepy. Urgh, eww! I am creepy! Wait no, we are creepy! Haha! Jokes aside. Soon, I will have to get back to actually doing something productive. If she let's me. Even if she doesn't, well. Tigers gonna tiger!
