Home, something I have not known since my parents passed. There was no way I could have denied the offer to stay here. How could I? I can't even be away from her for too long without feeling pain in my chest. She really did have a massive impact on me and my future. Honestly? I enjoy it. I feel alive, free and like myself. I am not Cherry anymore, I am Naomi. I can finally be myself. But there is still dangers out there. My past is haunting me.
Two days ago, when the Titania went in for a refit, it got infiltrated by a kill squad. Hogosha, from the branch on New Tokyo. The underground is after me. They got eliminated, both of them. Amy saved me, again. She is simply perfect. A guardian angel. With her and the Titania watching over me, I feel invincible. She wants revenge, and so do I. That was the day I killed for the first time. My hands are now soiled with blood. I had to, either them or me. It feels strange taking a life, but I had to do it. If they harmed me or worse, Amy, I would never forgive myself. I managed to contact an old friend of mine on Gran Canaria and collected the needed information to go after them. And some of my tools. Once they are dead and I have avenged the death of my parents, I will truly be free of my past. Vengeance and Retribution are coming for you.
But it is not just dangers from the outside. I am worried about the Technocracy. Why the hesitation to exterminate nomads? Why? What is Revenant hiding. What is the Inner Phalanx hiding. If I ask questions, I might paint a target on my back. Even Leviathan seems hesitant despite the kill on sight order. But this order only holds for Inverness it seems, to push back the 'fauna'. I will not set foot on Valravn except when it is unavoidable. I do not feel safe there. Maybe Venus has more insight on it. But I need to be careful. The only person I can truly trust at this moment is Amy.
