i am not in the mood for anything outside my room right now.
I dont know how many hours have passed since i returned to Java. I smashed my clock.
Its dark in here and silent. I have cried all the time, as i cant get the pictures out of my head.
My shoulder still hurts, its like someone very slowly cuts deeper and deeper into it.
If you want you can visit me but dont expect much from me right now.
Thank you for your concern,
Everyone will tell you small lies, except the people you love, who will tell you large ones.