A break from Freelancer.

[9th.Legion]

Hello, everyone. I know its very sudden and unexpected, it's best for me to take a break from Freelancer, for who knows how long. The game has been taking too much time from my life, i think i'll have to reduce my presence in Freelancer, since i got more important things to deal with. It's quite understandable, everyone has to go trough this, even tho, this is the first time i have to write such a message. I dont really enjoy doing this, but i have to back away from Discovery and deal with my more important problems.

I would like to say "Thank you" to those who were around me, doing interesting stuffs in Freelancer and having a blast with all sorts of stuffs in-game. I am glad, that i was around you fellas, that you allowed me in your circle and we had such a great time, you know who you are and i dont need to name you publicly. We had some losses, we had some wins, its a game after all and thats how it is in games. My Role-Play wasnt that good, yes, cuz i'm not a Role-Player, but somehow i dived into that side as well. I am bad at it, but in the end, i didnt use any Ai tools to write up my forum posts, i had to learn by reading other players RP stories and learn how to improve myself in this subject. I dont know how much i improved, but i did my best and im sorry if i let someone down, when i fully return - i'll do better! But for now, i'll minimize my game time. Huge goals await me, so i have to do my best to reach out to any of them.

Before i forget, i would like to apologize for the recent situations, from the "Heavy rain" event - where i had the chance to see the Order player base and to bring the activity i wanted, but some peeps weren't really satisfied on both sides, i dont know if its my fault, but i did try my best. Then the "Connecticut event" - where i had the chance to brawl with all sorts of players in terms of skills, but the Staff team(The Avengers) is my Everest, that i must climb and overcome one day, so we MUST do a rematch. Now the last one "Agent and Director" event, i personally had a blast and a laugh, we did some nice kills vs better skill-wise players and it was fun untill i accidently by the chaos caused in the VC and Chats, i docked when the /autobuy all on command was active and ruined everything for everyone... It wasnt intentional, even tho at first that "Balance" thingy wasn't really necessery, when the numbers were quite equal at the start. We just had the BC in our hands, while i wasnt really keeping an eye on the Chatlog, i was focused on the event BC most of the time, but then the timer for the Enemy side was reduced unexpectedly, even tho i remember the numbers to be equal. Regardless of the outcome, i knew we were going to loose anyway, i know what my EV members can do and how good they are in GB/Snubs, but overall, it was hella fun and i enjoyed it every minute. Sometimes mistake happens, it's understandable if there are people who resent me for this, i understand you. The thing is, it wasnt intentional and I sincerely apologize.

Anyway, thanks to the Hosters of the recent events, all of them were really good and i had a great time. Sadly, i'll have to back away from Freelancer, i am not sure if i'll be able to keep up with Forum things for Eclipse Vanguard lads, but i am sure they will be fine untill i deal with my problems in my home. The reason for my break is, that i have some serious goals in my work and my relationship, so lately Freelancer has been a really big luggage on my shoulders. Not cuz of the people around me, but cuz of the Game itself and how occupying it can be. I hope i'll be back soon, i hope you all have a good time in Discovery and keep uploading videos on YT, so i can watch the fun i'm missing and motivate myself to return to Freelancer. Sadly, i have to remain by my parents side, cuz they are going trough rough times with their marriage and dealing with my big brother, so my first thing to fix is my family and the people i love and care THE MOST. I care about everyone, maybe thats one of my bad sides and so that is why i'm leaving you this long message.

- I sincerely apologize about the last event, wasnt on purpose, but the stress around me took my mind away from the objectives of the game. If the Staffs team and the Community itself decides to punish me, i take full responsibility of it all even if get the heavy hammer. I would understand, if the Event is re-done i just hope you guys gonna have a blast, but i wont be able to attend it.... Whoever wants to chat and reach me, you know you can find me in Discord and with some of you, i'll see you around irl - hehe, you know who you guys are ! See ya soon and best of luck to all of you and if somehow we meet in real life, lets have a coffee and talk about something outside of Freelancer. Thanks and goodbye !
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