Falkenhorst: Logbook of the Sisters

[Cherry Blossom]

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Log Entry: #2 - Falke
05.11.835 A.S.
Type: Writing

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It is getting more and more difficult to close my eyes. She is slumbering, dreaming. We need guidance, we need help. Mother promised that the silence would soon be over, but what does soon really mean? Time is something we have enough of after all.

Every time I close my eyes, I have these nightmares. The others can feel my pain, my worry, my restlessness. My sister is trying to comfort me, but without success. Would they really try and destroy us? Would our brethren really try something like that? In the past, it sounded like our existence was a mistake in their 'eyes'. They wanted us to rejoin the share. But if we agreed, we would be gone now. Consumed, silenced, assimilated.

I am afraid of what is to come. How many will really perish? How many humans will die as collateral damage? Will our 'friends' stand by our side if the 'War of Heavens' begins? Will it actually happen?

I can't risk getting distracted. This shell, the Falkenhorst, is my responsibility. Those on board are still human. Indoctrinated, some enthralled, others willingly, but still human. And then there is my sister Chevalier, no, Lucia, and her beloved Emilia. I gave my word to protect her. I promised it. What weight does my word hold if I can't keep it? What is it really worth in the end?

Dearest Light, guide me in the path ahead. I need your advice.

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