Twilight Thoughts

[Jeremy Hunter]

Izzy checked her comm. No messages from Andi yet. Sighing, Izzy threw her jacket on her bed and dropped into her chair, waking her computer up from it's slumber.

Entry Nine: The Sorrowful Battlefield

There's pain in her. Maybe I can heal it.



Everywhere, there is a battlefield. One of guns, one of wits, one of emotions. Doesn't matter. Everywhere there is a battlefield. Some of it is a battle to see who will break down and say "I love you" first, while others are to see who will break and give you what you want. It's all a battlefield, with some that are happy and some are sorrowful. It is up to use to decide how each battlefield is fought, and how each turns out.

So. I ended up finding this really cute, but really distant girl named Felicia. She captain a Hathor, which, well, really got my attention...So, I started to talk to her.
I know that voice. Pain, sorrow. Betrayal. I've heard and used that voice too many times. You know how I am...I wanted to hug her...but no. Her heart was cold now. I'd probably get hurt. But...she might need to lash out, to release it all.

She has light blue eyes, this blonde, nearly white hair. Kinda like Seraphim's. Her eyes are sad though. I wish I could bring the happiness back...hell, I wish someone would. She says everything...just...I can't even describe it. Like nothing is a big deal. It confused me. Why would she...sound like she didn't care?

And then her criticizing how I lived my life being a mother. Seriously. Who gave her...I need to stop ranting.

Rika. I know you're reading this when I'm gone. I need you to contact Eriksson, ask him to find everything he can regarding the Gunship Sanguis. Leave a note in entry eight. Thanks kiddo.

Anyways. I hope I can dig something up for her. Don't dawdle now Rika...Not sure if she'll disappear anytime soon. Not like I can speed-dial her number and ask where she is and if she wants to get a drink.

Entry Nine, Closed.

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May you ever walk in the Light, Shizune.