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"Something tells me this will change things. I need more self control, I need to be stronger.
I never really paid attention to what everyone said about this 'Drug', but in the past 24 hours, I've been noticing
how it effects those who are around me, And with these damn things happening to me, I just need something to
keep me on my feet. I've been pushing my luck too far already, so this one more risk wont hurt, ja?
Well, I got some Cardamine from this guy on Malta, and I'm gonna try it. It'll either help me straighten up a bit,
or will just ruin my life even more. If it's the first one, I'll get what I want, and if it's the second one...
Well, I've been even fighting myself till now, so pushing this "Fight" a bit farther wont make a difference.
So, It's me again, taking another Step that I don't have a clue where it'd lead me.
After all, Its -My- Life, and I'm the only one to decide what I want to do with it."
