Manhattan Bar and Lounge

[RmJ]

:Zigeris enters the bar and sits down orders up a few drinks and relaxes:

To himself,

Today another 3 people die from my trigger, why did they choose to fight me? Can't they see that these battles are pointless? Even that xeno pilot knew what was going to happen. I don't know to call it bravery or stupidity. What do they have to prove. What does anyone have to prove in the battle? I fight because I am protecting Liberty, and my workers. What do they fight for? Do they fight to watch people die? Why do they want to kill so badly. *Sighs*

Well it's only matter of time, war looking more more of afact rather then scare tactics from the media. All my friends have been sent to the boarder stations, and I feel guilty for being an agent of the LSF and not being on the front lines, well what will be the front lines of this war, with my friends. I hope my brother doesn't convert ZMC to be a military factory, my company cannot be seen as a target. I should contact him soon.

*looks around*

Ha, it's be forever since i've been in Manhattan bar I don't recognize anyone.... so many people i've seen in my life and none of them are familiar to me anymore...I think i'm just getting tired. Or completely dislodged from my emotions, ether way I find it disturbing. How can someone go through there life without emotionally reacting to the event around them? What kind of person can't cry when he looks upon the colorless face of his dead father? I fear that i am no more they a empty shell. A heartless killer just like the men that died by my hands today....meh **** it

*orders a few more drinks*

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