A most sincere apology to Joe and the rest of [LN]

[Guest]

It has come to my attention, that sometimes I take this game a bit too close to myself.


I do not wish, in any way for it to be a reason to lose friends and angering those, who I have yet to get to know better.


I would like to apologize, truly, for what was said in Joe's faction's feedback thread, the fault was all mine, for I began, at some point, not only blame the [LN] for what was beyond their power to change, but also I blamed them, while they were clearly trying their best to prevent such an outcome.

Needless to say, I feel like I spat in Joe's face by doing so, and for that he will not forgive me for a long time and neither will some other people and I will not try to somehow sugarcoat it for myself either, what I said there was uncalled for, the information, which I picked up throughout the fight was incomplete, and in the end it seems I started to whine only because we had our butts handed to us.








However.










I also wish to remind you, that I try to make the LR- a better place, driving them into a suicidal battle was not my intention either, I knew for a long time now that I am not fit to lead a faction and this once more proves it. My ego trip about pvp has lasted long enough, the false image of myself as a worthy opponent has shattered, to where I am only a nuke spamming rookie who flies a VHF with a SN strapped on.

Then again...I have said this time and again, my ego does not allow me to change, so, at some point, we will end up again like this, where I will be writing a thread like this.



I should have ran

I should have scanned

I should have gotten the facts straight before posting

I should have calmed down before posting


[21:42:29] Joe (Jihad) says: I'm pretty mad your decided to sling mud at my faction after I ****ing got everything off you
[21:42:30] Joe (Jihad) says: That
[21:42:31] Joe (Jihad) says: in my mind
[21:42:42] Joe (Jihad) says: puts you in the "behaving like a total ****ing ****head" brigade



Sorry, mate