' Wrote:should I carry on with the trade or just die? Obviously dying is the better option, I get to restart the run.
Think about it this way:
What if Freelancer wasn't a game? What if you were a real transport captain in a real giant monster transport ship getting held up at Gunpoint? What if they told you to drop all your cargo or perish? Would you say 'just kill me' then? Would you just disregard the lives of your crew, your expensive ship and your own life?
No, you wouldn't. This is Discovery ROLEPLAY server. Idiots like you who go 'just kill me' ruin the atmosphere. When I pirated you on my Rogue, you said 'let me just calculate if it's worth less than dying.'
That was a facepalm moment. Moment when your stupidity simply cannot be displayed by any form of verbal or written expression.
This is a roleplaying Server, get used to it or clear off. You're wasting server space.