Sergei added, after listening the Recruitment officer
No this is deffenetly not only thing to live for, i got family back there and The Coalition is not my only change for life or death, there are tons of other changes but i will never have a change to serve my needs there, i will be never satisfied or happy with my life while picking one of the other changes of my career, for example i will never be able to work voluntarily for companies working for house factions because i feel inside me that i aint doing right thing for myself and i would betray my family, my traditions and all i care or love and even if i am forced i just cant do it or if i will do it i will never forgive myself
I am willing to lay down my life for knowing that i am doing the right thing for myself and for the people i love even if it is a suicidal because all it matters then is feelings and amour propre for yourself.
This is all i have to say for now...