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"Why am I doing all this? Why don't I even know Why?!
It's not 'Me' anymore... I, am not... Today I was in Taus again, and saw one of those TAZ transports...
I don't know why I did this. I've seen plenty of them already, turned many of their Ships into scrap, but like this?
Don't know how I got the idea, but couldn't stop myself from trying it.
I told the Captain to kick three of his crew out of the airlocks, and made him to sit and watch me slaying them one by one.
Seeing their Pods exploding and Blood spraying out of it between the blue light of Antimatter... felt... good!
And this is completely wrong, No matter who they are and what they do, They are still human.
I'm not a Murderer, a Terrorist... I'm just a normal pilot looking for Fun in space, and this shouldn't feel like "Fun" for me.
Even now, that I'm thinking about it... It still feels good. Makes me feel I want more, but this should not happen.
This is not my type of "Fun", and shouldn't be "Fun" for me... But nothing else is...
Blasting their pods one by one and watching their bodies implode in the vacuum... Enjoying this is just wrong!
