Apocalypse Assault Wing - current status

[Apocalypse_Now]

1. I was guilty for 1 out of 7 sanctions.

2. Dab. You lied in general. But you were right in one thing: I did open fire on you and I denied it at first. Why did I deny it? Because I wasn't really sure that I did fire at your transport before you told me that, while incident was still not finished and all of hostiles were not... taken care of. It was a battle, remember? Unstable situation? I can't keep track of everything all the time. Ha-ha. I destroyed a juggie with a mako, 2 times (second time I had Highlander's help). Ha-ha. The other day I'd finish off your carrier as well if you didn't have 5 caps against our 2. Try pressing more buttons moving your mouse a lot more next time , see if it works:)
Docking at FP? It was forceful, and I said later that I'd pay Zoners for damage to FP.

3. Never did I see that someone had his cap 8 taken. I didn't see it till now, which doesn't mean it didn't happen before.

4. TheMillers - //So now you have called an admin on me LOL" Yes, I said that. I never said I was perfect, but I did a lot of improvements in my RP since then. Agmen told me after that Dabadoru incident it was so fun. Also, I really thought we did something illegal and that some kind of sanction will follow. You also said "(...)expressing dissatisfaction with the guild and the way the guild ran stuff (...)" I expressed it before we were even expelled from Guild. Hell, I even complained while I was flying dessie in omega 3... And that was 6, 7 months ago.

5. Kelt - Did I ever start a fight in minor without first telling "Gather enough forces first, then we will fight." Why didn't you mention that as well? Ask many in Gamma as well. They'll tell you the same.

6. Corsair - "Insanely OORP conduct, powergaming, pvpwhoring, and general hostility towards everyone makes me glad to see you gone." We never attacked when we outgun. Ask anyone.
"Too many times you've shot my Zoner supply ship with three or four wingmates." How can you lie that much? I really don't understand. I never fired at any transport except in Omega 3 (half of year ago, target had BH hunters in cargo hold) and Dab's transport in that FP incident.

7. "The horror. The horror..." The movie explains it all, if you have enough brains to understand symbolics. The horror of war, the horror of death, the horror of life, the horror of lies, the horror of what humanity has become, the horror of being ripped apart within yourself, the horror of being alone, the horror of judgement... I could go on for ages...
That's one of the most original sentence ever used in movie industry. It alone is enough and tells a lot. You can write 1000 books based on it. I used it in-game to announce our arrival. I think it was pretty cool and original. No one announced his/her arrival before I started using it, or at least, not to my knowledge.

8. Yuri Neova - You are uniformed and you want to relate to what happened to you in the past to what has happened to us. No connections whatsoever.

9. Agmen - Didn't I send you a PM about a week ago to discuss how and when shall we kill Kurtz? Ironic, isn't it. Anyway, everything you said doesn't matter - you know why? We never didn't want to get back in Guild. We wanted something else.

10. equanimitee - you were at 4 k whole time... What other should I do? Chase you for another 2 hours while you keep distance on your thrusters?

11. I thought that Jinx would write something, I thought that George Graves would do that also. Frank, Val, Burns... So many of you... Monte, you should have write something more... Ah, who cares, right? Anyway, I still like you like before guys but in keep in mind in future that some of your community members will deserve more support or different treatment with different approach. I don't mind criticism, but in the very most cases, in was based on lies.

Kurtz supposed to have only enemies in Sirius, except his own men. That also happened in the movie so I was following that course as well. That's an excellent RP background. Do you understand now? I never said I didn't make mistakes but all mistakes were related before I significantly improved my RP.

I'll be forgotten in 2 days, maybe 3. Well, people, that's how it goes in real life also. Don't you ever get discouraged if something similar happens to you in-game, but in RL as well. The world (and Sirius as well) is not a place for anti-heroes or heroes even, even when their cause is noble and when they are telling the truth. Me? I'm not discouraged. I just posses strict principles, perhaps too strict, over which I never cross over, and it usually has bad consequences for me. Who is one who doesn't follow his principles, his personal moral boundaries, his "codes"?

Actually I feel relieved now. I'm sad that I won't enter omega 3 again charging with thrusters towards my enemy, or that I won't be watching corsairs' fleet overnumbering us, or that I won't see that green color of Minor ever again from my guncam but... I'm glad, happy at the same time, because I know I've done nothing wrong in evolution of Wing and that I did my best. I will sleep calm. Do I dramatize? Certainly not. I completed my character. I killed him. I'd do it even better if I had more time.



Mr. Graves. Please divide this money among members of my Wing. Also, I would like to ask you all a favor to rename characters of my wing and to give them a second chance. I think they deserve it. I also contacted 2 "guys", one of them is Agmen to send them my ADF files. BHG vessels will be given to Core and they can do with it whatever they want to. It's their RP property. The rest of chars - sell ships and also divide that money like I previously mentioned. Please do this as my final request.

Around 450 hours I played on this char, without even calculating how much time I spend on my other char - BC. In those 450 hours I managed to achieve something what 95% of you guys will only dream of, that is if this games means to you like it ment to me. See number of replies and views of this thread? Try to be famous like that. And another info for you guys... I have a crappy machine... Really crappy, hahaha... athlon on 1 ghz, 512 mbs of ram, 256 mb 9250 ATI radeon. I never had more than 23, 24 FPS (sometimes even 20). That means that it was harder for me to kill than it EVER was for the very most of you:)That's why I never flown bombers too much, frame rate even lower:)Nevertheless, I still was, and I'm 100% behind it, THE BEST capital ship commander this mod has ever seen, killing many of you who had bigger ships or when you use to attack me with 6, 7 bombers, I'd still manage to go down and take some of you with me.

To my Wing I apologize if you think I led you in wrong direction. I know you don't think so but in case you sometimes remember me and change your mind, believe me I didn't want to harm you in any way. Also remember that for me it was an honor to fly along with you. I won't forget how it use to be fun for us during raids and I'll never forget how we used to exchange jokes about Monkeys:DAlso farewell to other in-game friends and friends in general. You know who you are. Salutations!

Edit: http://discoverygc.com/forums/index.php?sh...mp;#entry770689

"Apocalypse Assault Wing - hereby I officially disband you... Change what we've become but never forget what we wanted to be.
Farewell."

[END OF TRANSMISSION]

"The horror. The horror..."

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KURTZ, WALTER E., Col.