Umbra Venator

[Daerune]

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"So here I am..... empty ship empty responsibility empty emotions Solitude..... most people say they'd go nuts.... maybe I have i mean I killed people enjoyed killing people lots of things watching there life force dwindle.... there spark there light there spirit leave there body the thing that made them function move think.... live and I kill them how I, may see fit... breaking there skulls..... breaking there necks maybe some times just slowly break there minds...... I never liked doing physical torture oh no no no no I like to mentally play with people shift them move them make them think, ponder, worry, make mistakes to break a man by physically beating him is senseless the strong ones the ones you want broken, you can physically torture them no that's not the way the harder you beat a man the taller he stands, get in there head become there personal angel or demon...... Control them manipulate them Save or kill lead to death, good or bad..... there is no such thing all are just a matter of opinion. Am I sadistic hmmm maybe a little just a little nothing like seeing fight or some one in pain to get you in the mood for killing.

Its funny I am in a fleet commanding them unbreakable, unquestionable, unstoppable but now I am reduced to nothing Solitude in my ship... I can let my mind wander as I please as I like... as I wish but what keeps me back from snapping what drives me now..... Christina took what I fought for away with words.... make me think made me act made me change but in the end I kinda like it, tap lightly on the chair and hear every motion of it every sound echo that seem to even pass through me.Hmmm but I guess I am not alone.... no... no I still have Mira, Riley and Katherine hmmmm interesting I might get some others see if I can get them to come join the solitude the silence..... hmm would be funny to go take Galen yea.... that would be fun.

Hmmm interesting.... well I guess I'll need to change this to a night club [color=#000000]laughs Oh man this is great played with Galen..... impacting on his sanity...... was at his house too watching cartoons.... he was so confused about that.... got to kill some people, rogues of all people oh how fun that was first killing them in what way I saw fix, one of them is now looking permanently looking up now how he looked oh the pain on his face as I slowly moved my foot over him, but then it had to happen I had to think about what I was doing pretty sad really that was depressing taking control again going back to me the goodie to shoes but I guess its useful to act around people yea.... hell I even decided to play with a phantoms feelings, now I've got Galen on a date with Black Rosie.... Rosie.... hmmm she seems fine good in a way for a phantom but that's probably because I had her love what she wanted she wanted to play me so I turned her feelings on her oh man it was so easy she was easy to miss lead now shes trading a wolf for Galen ironic she never got the Sheep and Wolf thing..... shes a wolf Galen a sheep dog citizens sheep..... me, me I am something else something different, personality.... hmmm maybe I just need to put these on..... then I think, think a lot think of every thing about what I do to manipulate the people around me. Sighing as he looked out the window Well back to normality, to act normal again, changing my state of mind though I can say I am some times in the previous state of mind, I do not enjoy it but i let my self experience why I do not know, I mean I have what I need, my sister a way to protect her a home every thing what am I missing I mean sure I don't have a girl yet..... I've seen what Riley and Mira are like together loving caring, maybe I need some one like that but why would I no one.... no one understands me only Mira what we are 'Umbra Venator' that name might sound a bit dorky but I don't really know about it 'Shadow Hunter' maybe I just need to let it grow on me. who cares, time to get back to it to society .

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