Umbra Venator

[Daerune]

Abandonment

[color=#000000]Christopher sat in front of the Video feed of the video log. He'd be rubbing his right jaw and cheek with his right palm a grind sound would be heard as his hands trace over a rough beard.

"Well this one pretty much says it all I've been left alone I went seeking for peace for quiet and you know what I got it... I got it alright, My sister.... and her arse of a boyfriend just succeed in turning some one I tried to help and care about trying to bring them back from trying to commit suicide on that ****ing path again and you know what, I say stuff it all the people I seem to try and help fail at there second chance a better life I could try give them and no matter how much I try and how much effort they just tear me down further and further to my limit."

"I am so god damn close to running Riley through my self and Ill tell you what Ill enjoy it, why did I ever help such a ungrateful arse I'd never know, probably because he needed it just like all the others.... Mira... Katherine.... the order every one just ungrateful wanting to tear me apart and you know what they succeeded they wanted me to crack and see my breaking point well now they've done it, they wanted to create me to kill that's just what Ill do."

"Mira...... Mira... My sister my world and now I can't even be around her, I wont risk hurting her... maybe I should just vanish shes got Riley hes starting to take on more of her DNA become like her.... like us I could see it and sniff it, why would she want me why would she need me when she has him I diverse to be alone."

"Katherine..... How I tried to help her and try and help her the best I can to help turn her life around and she doesn't even have the will power..... she never cared about staying alive I know that now she just wanted to kill her self and I wanted to save her to help her. How could I be so stupid to let my self love her like a sister and now I know when I next see her she will be dead and lifeless and this is what breaks me the most that even after all we've been through her DNA probably only needs to adjust..... well this is it I guess the end of some one I care about one of the ones I care about the most now going to end it because of my inability to let things go by with out trying to help, I loved her like a sister."

"I am now...... Truly abandoned...... Only Christina........ maybe.... she hasn't even answered me yet and I am falling apart."

There would be a odd look in his eyes as he strikes at the Camra knocking it clean off.

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