Umbra Venator

[Daerune]

Obex

[color=#000000]His face would not be looking down at the Camera it soon shutting off as he typed

'Well here I am on Doc Hollidays med force one ship and its strange enough I found Hunter was here and his sister and girlfriend thought it might be best to talk to them and found out it was wrong to do so there most likely to take a negative effect and by the way she acted probably thought I was being mean to her, truth be told I never intentionally did so but some how I just find to push peoples button, maybe because I act differently to what other people feel… If Doreen were to speak to me I am most likely to be soft and kind to be pleasant because that's what she needs, she doesn't need more troubles or more problems but some one she might be able to trust that is around her age, not saying I would know I'd be the best no… Doc would be the best for her.

I gave her a toy something significant to me something that I remembered, I took some damaged armor plating from my ship but I couldn't discard it, it was the first piece I ever took off my ship that I didn't try put back on because I didn't want to change it, I loved it how it was in every manor and didn't want to change it, but yet I took it off shaped it into a replica of the ship I spent hours on it even building the music into it with several songs little harmonies I was heard all those years ago as a child to calm me into sleep, something in the beauty in the way it played it was like it would be able to heal you. Maybe that's why I gave it to them… her and her child because in some way I care about them even though I never met them maybe because of the child because I realized a long time ago I fought them so no other kid had to grow up with out a parent, the child may grow up with one parent and live happy but for me I was alone, I never fitted into any group I never had much friends I didn't have any body to care about, no parents no family and I was reckless because of it and I probably would have greeted death with a smile with out a care in the world because no one would miss me I am replaceable when no one cares about the one person. Doreen and he child deserve their chance at happiness and Doc is trying to help her with that, I would like to as well just like I want to help Alexandra because they are fragile and need some one who wont betray them

Isabelle I feel sorry for what I just put her trough and I don't have much to say about her, I acted in the way she needed to know that everything can not turn out dandy that not everything can go there way but that does not excuse me for what I said and what I don't I cant take that back, I never can.'

With that the log ended as the image came back he'd bit sitting there a sad expression on his face as he closes his eyes the tapping on his leg of his heart beat tapping slower almost seeming to be wasting time.

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