Evangeline Anastasia McDowell

[Bazza]

Entry#: 103
Date: 24 - 06 - 818 AS @ 21:48 SUT
Title: Untitled.

Like the big end bearings of an engine, I will eventually turn full circle and find myself where I had been before. In this particular case it's Gunther's home on Berlin. This time with the Alsatia herself on the runway instead of my Eagle or Gunther's Wraith.

He actually tracked me down and rescued me from Bering. I knew when he first saw me he would be angry; but the way he spoke back there was frighteningly calm. I had no choice but to simply follow him back.

I guess... even after what I've done, Gunther still holds me somewhere in his heart, because we ended up sleeping together beside the fireplace. The happiest I've been in weeks... just being with him like that... it made me feel like everything in life wasn't so bad.

I didn't have a nightmare that night - I was actually able to get a decent rest and how much better I feel just for that is indescribable. I wonder if it's a bad thing that the simple act of achieving orgasm can solve so many of my problems seemingly in an instant...

I've a Raven-haired spitfire waiting for me in bed this evening, and I do believe it's time to join her. The poor thing's been through a lot because of me and now I think it's only right for me to make it up to her. Anything she wants, anyway she wants, as long as she wants it. Tonight I will exist only for repaying my debt to Misaka.

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