"Six god damn months in the hospital, Docs grounded me the whole time on account of my nerves are stressed beyond repair. I got some kind of nervous shakes, so the robot does all my driving now.
Lifes gone to hell and my brother is nowhere, not like I haven't seen him disappear for years at a time but I think the only reason I got hit so bad was cause he got away from them.
Pain is in my arms and legs i feel so damned old... tried putting a gun in my mouth tinny kept "saving me" ...turned the bastard off .. still didn't have the stones.
So they released me a week ago. My fortunes down to a few hundred. Still plenty to live on here in 49 but.. I ended up letting the Estium go to a Zoner family that needed a second hand ship. Thier paying me in payments, and that was my good deed for the year.
Guess Ill wait to die some more. mail the Congress tell them where the hell I've been.
*Log stops*
ps-
The wife put something in my pudding... made all the pain go away.. and then gave me this "cardi cola" stuff.
Bleedin ****s got real cardamine in it! ... Felt great for the first time all year... I dont think im gunna stop takin it.
