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"Strange things happening... Something is wrong, Really, Really, Wrong.
Or maybe its just me, drinking too much... who knows? Who cares?
Today I met this beautiful Golden C girl in Tau-23... Well, She was pretty and all, so I invited her to a drink.
Just like all of 'em, she first refused, but came with me anyways. So I took her to little place I know in 37,
thought she might enjoy the view - which she did actually! - And Seems it was her first drink ever!
Ah, Those Traditional girls...! Anyways, I was laughing and giving her some advice on how to drink but not get
drunk, but seems the damn drink knocked me off harder than ever... Or did it?
I don't know... She said I passed out, but, I don't know... I'm not sure.
It was far too real to be a 'Dream', specially a drunk one. I don't know... It's been a few hours since that, but
I'm still confused. We were chatting and laughing and all, then she said she wanted to show me a secret?
I don't know... I just remember some stupid things from there. I even doubt if I was sober when she said about
that secret and all. I saw lights... colors... Then everything went black... again, colors... Ships fighting each other,
Fire and scream... Some Strangers whom I couldn't see their faces were staring at me. Then some dark place
and it all smelt like blood. Then colors again, and it was so peaceful! But... It was changing! Some Ships appearing
out of nowhere and blasting a huge station to space dust. Then... It felt like I was a kid again. She was there too,
giggling all the time... She asked things about me, rubbed my cheek, stared into my eyes... and well... We kissed.
It all felt so good to be just a dream. I mean... It felt far to real to be just a Dream, or even an illusion.
But I was in my Ship all the time, didn't even move an inch! And she was sitting in her Blossom, half a klick away.
Well... I don't really know what it was, but... After all the kisses and all the hugs, it was dark again...
I was scared, really... From what? I don't know, I don't remember... Her eyes... were 'strange', 'different'
Then when I finally realized I'm in my Ship, she was like "We see you are awake again?"
Telling me I was sleeping for a while, guessing it was because of the drink... Well, I nearly believed her, I mean,
That was the only possibility... But then she said she had to leave, but before leaving, she said something strange,
"Rin... wouldn't want that you are... harmed"
Yea, that was her exact words... And I can swear, I'd heard that in my 'Dream'.
She told me exact same words when we were kissing... And I couldn't understand why, until... Something happened,
Her eyes were suddenly horrifying... Well, Maybe it was just a dream... I don't know, I'm too tired to think.
I headed to Malta from there, but couldn't resist to send her a message. I hope she notices it next time she checks her Comm.
All I know for now, is I need to rest, and something to get these damn thoughts out of my head... And to see her again!"
