Ethan rolled over his hand, letting the ash drop on the floor.
"I was enjoying my life. It was thrilling, living life on the edge. Adrenaline is as addictive as any drug, and you get plenty of it when you're trying to hide a cache of weapons from one checkpoint to the next."
With another the drag the cigarette was about halfway done.
"I never got to their point, you know what I mean? Those people either lost someone, or something. It wasn't personal for me, so my involvement would've seemed.. fake. I was a bit too self-absorbed, to be honest. Spending the credits on booze and other distractions seemed like the easier way out."
